The Liar And Her Love

Chapter 32:

Oct'27
Jimin

I'm a father now. I couldn't believe I was holding my child in my hands. Her birth was a little sad.

Na ri, gave birth in the emergency ward after being taken. She ran away leaving a note with the baby.

'I'm sorry. I'm just too young for this'

I don't resent her. I understand she is young and not everyone wants a baby but I do and I'll raise it with love.

"Name her Sarang" said Jiha as she folded the baby towel she brought for her.

"What?" I ask her.

"She should know she is loved. Name the hottie something we all wish she gets. Love" jiha said and I smiled.

"You are right for once" I said and she smacked me. "Don't get cheeky with me. We still need to figure out how to raise a baby, we didn't exactly have a good parental figure" she said and I nodded.

Both of us are orphans.

We were at our home, Jiha applied for domestic job for a year to help me raise Sarang. I am also continuing my studies, I thought about taking a break but Jiha was against it.

I hope we make it.

I hope.

And the bell rang. I gave the baby to jiha and went to see the door. When I opened the door I saw an unexpected face.

It was Hana Lee.

"Hey jimin" she said with a smile.

"Hey" I was confused.

"Nari-" she paused and then spoke again.

"I know you hate me, I'm Nari's sister and it's totally reasonable to hate me after Nari just ran away" she said and spoke.

"I don't, hana. It's alright, Do you want to see the baby?" I ask and she paused.

"Jimin, let's get married. It may sound quick but I thought about it for 2 days. Since the moment I heard about what nari did. Please let me be her mother"

Hana?
How can I?

Sept'33
Jimin

I heard Taeri talk about herself in the car and I couldn't believe someone so confident thought about herself like that.

I can't fantham someone calling her ugly, she is genuinely gorgeous. Before I could clear her doubts and questions on herself she ran away.

What I hate is, she thinks she was delusional when she thought I used to look at her.

Because I truly did.
I can have my friends testament to it.

She claims to have the best memory yet doesn't remember meeting me a years before she thinks she fell on love with me.

She knew the exact date and that's terrifying. Was our timing so wrong? Both of us noticed each other in a crowd yet didn't once consider being truthful about our feelings.

Why did I date everyone but her.

I just cannot understand why on earth did we never confess to each other. She was a fleeting attraction and then someone I admired, eventually I simply had immense respect for her.

She was also the symbol of my youth, the woman who always stood up for me knowingly or unknowingly. She treated me with respect, encouraged me to be better and always taught me how to be a good person.

It was weird but she was despite being as old as me, was like an idol to me. That was the core of our relationship, respect and encouragement.

What would we be if I paid attention to only and her.

Who is going to tell her, the only reason I killed my fleeting attraction for her was because I didn't feel I deserved her.

Hearing her say that made me laugh. Why would she believe she doesn't deserve me? It was I who believed that. She is rich, gorgeous, extremely smart and when she walks into the room, it's her everyone looks at.

Meanwhile I'm a struggling doctor with no parents and a daughter even then I was simply an orphan with only a sister as my family.

I kept looking at her as we all sat on the drawing room. Her brother had a friend over and is getting teased. Apparently her only family her mother stays at a hospital and she lived alone at a studio apartment with an absent good for nothing dad hence Taeri insisted for her to stay over.

Eventually she took Sarang with her to her bedroom and tucked her in there. Jungkook sat next to Taeri with Ven's head on his lap. Seo min fell asleep on the couch as soon as he sat there.

Ryan and Rona sat next to each other. All of us were on the floor except seo min. The projector was playing some old movie and there were snacks all over the table.

This night was fun.

We were laughing, giggling, absolutely relaxing. 2 of us were down asleep but the rest of us were just spending a peaceful moment.

I picked up the beer can and chugged on it. Still looking at Taeri, I couldn't just stop laughing at our fate.

We are so twisted.
The situation feels like a rubix cube that was completely solved if not for the one misplaced block.

I wish we could just solve this. I don't want to lose her but I don't want to hurt her either. I want to feel real, fortunately when I'm around her, I do.

I do feel comfortable, soft, powerfull, loved and complete.

Did that happen before?

I feel like the last time it happened, the individual of interest was her only.