The Liar And Her Love

Chapter 62

Aug'33
Taeri

Jungkook just told me.

Lee Hana died last night. I couldn't care less about that girl, the only thing that worries my heart is the guy who just became a widow.

Why did he have to marry her, I hated the girls who ruined his life. He had a bright future until, Lee Nari, her daughter and her sister ruined his life from up to down.

Now he is a single father with a dead wife.

The girl should have stayed with him, if she married why did she have to die and leave him like that.

How can I move on and go on with my life when he is always suffering.

When all the time all I see in his misery is a chance for me.

I hate how I have turned out, the only thing I care about is what I love.

I do not have a vile of humanity or love in me. Whatever in me is just obsession and hatred.

I am the woman who gave up mother hood. I hate the concept of mothers and the guy I love the most has a child of his own.

How am I ever supposed to not look at Sarang with hatred.

Sept'33
Taeri

My eyes shook open and I realised the lights in my room were switched off. It was utter darkness, I felt hot in my body and then I saw the darkness in the corner of my room.

Nonononono
Please.

My body didn't move, while I felt it crawl button, press my hips and stomach. I felt it crawl upon my side and then chest.

It laid absolutely parallel to me holding me tight.

The darkness snuggled it's head on the crook of my neck and whispered inaudible stuff.

I felt suffocated and dirty.

I cried but I couldn't move.

This was so scary, it hadn't happened since a while. What did I do today for this to even happen. Then I remembered talking to Taehyung just before sleeping, I can't help with be reminded of how my life was when mom was still around.

While talking to Taehyung I kept thinking about how pathetic I was and shit but.

I close my eyes shut trying to move, then I felt my body shiver.

The episode was over.
I still shit my eyes.

Hoping just someone hears me.

"Ryan!!"

I always call for him, I had so many sounds but I was shivering and felt so dizzy and suffocative.

Not giving up at all. Calling for help until there was a bang and someone hugged me tight.

"TAERI, CALM DOWN!"