The Liar And Her Love

Chapter 54:

May'32
Jimin

Hana had to be resurrected, the sound of her broken bones while her CPR echo in my ears , I'm standing outside her room about to enter it.

It hurts me everyday to see her like that, she wasn't even the woman I loved, she sacrificed her whole life for a man she didn't love either.

If selflessness had a face it would be Hana.

I slid the door and entered, she was in the wheelchair sitting while facing the window looking at the kids play in the playground outside. She turned a little when she saw me.

There was sadness and pain in her eyes.

I walked towards her and kneeled down infront of her.

"It hurts?"

She nodded, holding her years back gripping my hands. "A lot"

How I wish I could free her from this ordeal. "Jimin, I have a request" she asks and I immediately looked at her.

"Yes yes anything" I said waiting for her to speak.

"I don't want to continue chemotherapy or medication. I also want to sign a DNR, do not save me if I'm at the edge of death again." She said and I paused. I swear I did not hear anything or I did. Just couldn't understand her.

"Huh?"

"It's not living if it is like this"

There were tears in my eyes.

"You don't wish to live anymore?" I asked and she shook her head.

"I do wish to live. I just don't want to be in pain" she said and there was silence. Tears shed from her eyes, then mine. In the middle of our crises, pain and support we built a comradie. She was not my lover, but a very cherished friend.

And today we officially stop trying to prolong her life.

Sept'33
Jimin

"Thank you" I said and she looked at me with confusion and a little blush.

It was the first thing any of us said after we sta in the car. The surroundings we were driving by was beautiful but honestly she was more.

She blushed profoundly and nodded before looking away that made me laugh a little.

To be loved by Seo Taeri.