The Liar And Her Love

Chapter 47:

Jul'32

He apologized for what he did and I promised to make sure I am fixed. It has been few months and I think, I can handle it atleast a little bit.

It was eun woo's birthday and I lied to him that I have work and I was flying to Spain. However I was not. Eun woo shifted to the UK branch for me and I thought about giving him a huge suprise hence I bought him a lot of gifts and came and went to his place.

I'll also try getting intimate with him today. I have been meeting a sex therapist also and she has been helping me.

As a psychologist, I really do be making sure therapists have a living.

I grabbed his gifts and walked to his apartment. I knocked at the door and no one opened. I logged in the passcode and punched in.

I dropped the gifts at the entrance area when I saw the scene, clothes everywhere. Not just his, woman's clothes too.

I walked closer to his room to find moaning sounds. Now there are two possibilities, either that a prostitute or he is cheating on me with another girl. Both of which are bad.

I took a huge breath and opened the door. He paused at the sight of me.

"Taeri" his eyes widened.

A very comprising position. I saw the bundle of notes on the table.

Prostitute.

.

The prostitute put the bundle of cash in her bra and left. While eun woo sat infront of me in a towel.

"I was sexually frustrated" he said as if that was a valid response.

"Eun woo, I think I'm not enough for you. We should break up. I don't think we are the right one for each other" I said.

"No no no Taeri, I thought you were in Spain and it was my birthday, my friends sent her and I-"

"It's okay, eun woo. You never need to explain to your ex girlfriend. However you can keep those gifts, I bought them when I was still your girlfriend" I said and got up and he grabbed my arm again.

"I'm sorry Taeri, please don't do that. We haven't even slept together and you are already breaking up" I sighed, this man is either a sex maniac or is just childhish.

"Go fuck yourself asshole" I said and pulled his towel. He panicked and grabbed it meanwhile I simply left.

Crying.

Arrogance. Is all I have. Arrogance, I could raise a boy. Arrogance I could head a company at 19 and even now at 27, I can manage my researches and the company side by side. Arrogance I could get rid of everything by getting rid of the source. Arrogance I could fall in love and be normal.

I seem to always be in a series of cages. Mom, Black wings and right now the cage of my past.

Right now, my mother must be happy. She was proven right.

I was not cut out for love, I was not cut out for relationships. I'll die alone.

Sept'33

"The ex boyfriend cha eun woo" jungkook mentioned and I was brought back to the human realm.

"She met at a new year party. He was Ryan's friend's cousin. They got along, became friends and he started asking her out. She never thought of anyone as a man except you. It may sound psychotic but honestly that's how Taeri is. A psychopath who loves everyone till the end of the world. Her people mean everything to her you became her person the day she realised she likes you more than a crush"

"Eun woo was a nice guy, he brought flowers for her, helped her with her issues, made her comfortable but suddenly something snapped."

"He used her for internal information of Winston. She forgave him. He tested her for her hormones and sex determination. She forgave him. He slept with a prostitute on his birthday when she was on her way to suprise him. She forgave him. It made her feel she wasn't enough. He gave her hell for her situation, Taeri was not emotionally available. She rejected him a billion times but he never took no for an answer. When she finally accepted him also making sure he knows that she loved another man. He had the audacity to complain. He had the audacity to act as if he was being wronged when he chose this willingly but despite it all Taeri always forgave him, this is what happens with children of abuse, they keep forgiving." he said and I felt guilty.

How can I affect her so much.

"But the last straw which made her hate him and leave him was something that even made me interfere"

"What?"
"What did he do so bad?" I ask with concern and worry. Taeri.

She deserves all the happiness the world has to offer.

Jungkook looked at me and then back at the beer can.