"Beyond angels and demons, we go on forever."
Season 1.
|ENHYPEN Fanfiction| COMPLETED.
GROUP 5 - COLLECTION 2023.
HEAVENLY STARS SERIES
Mature rating: includes sensitive themes, NO s**t content.
Jake guided me inside the mansion after comforting me, letting me breathe, and staying by my side without second-guessing himself. We went to a bedroom while Jake continued caring for me; however, I rejected his efforts once I realized I wasn't being myself. Showing too many feelings isn't true to my persona; I barely recognize myself.
"Drink some water; it'll make you feel better," Jake said while offering the glass. It was his second attempt.
"No. I'm fine," I bitterly answered.
Jake sighed, placed the glass on the night table, and sat beside me. In the meantime, I fidgeted, picked my nails, and avoided eye contact with Jake. I felt ashamed for not being strong.
"Are you feeling better?" Jake asked, breaking the silence within the room.
I nodded—. "Do you want to talk?" He questioned.
"I want to be alone," I merely said.
"No, you don't. You told me that outside. You said you didn't want me to go," Jake reminded me, causing my eyes to widen. He was right; I did say that.
Jake sighed, sounding annoyed—. "Listen, I don't know what happened to you. Or what made you feel suddenly ill? But I'm trying to understand you and be there for you. So, please, reject me later, but not now."
Hearing Jake speak made me realize I was hurting him. He had good intentions, and due to my pride, I couldn't appreciate his efforts. Am I truly meant for him? Are we fated like Sunoo suggested? How? How could I be sufficiently for Jake when I can't be genuine with him?
"Heeseung. Say something, please," Jake pleaded, agony coming through his voice. I felt anguish and frustration, but it wasn't mine. It was his.
"I feel ashamed. You shouldn't have seen me in such a state," I finally said, still enduring the turmoil of emotions within me. But I had to speak—say anything. Jake deserved an answer, and I wouldn't be the one to prohibit it.
"Ashamed? Hm. I guess I should be surprised by your response, but I'm not," Jake admitted and continued—. "You ought to know how I feel after you shared this with me. Heeseung. I don't care if you cry or show your most vulnerable part. I will always rely on you."
I looked at Jake, stunned by the words he said. Inevitably, a subtle smile formed on my lips; I felt grateful for having someone like him with me. He was indeed an angel.
"Thank you. I needed to hear that," I sincerely said.
Jake hummed—. "Anytime."
"Are you sure you don't mind my weaknesses?" I asked, bewildered.
