Who Would Have Thought?!

Ch.107

-2nd October, Saturday

—Author's POV

The blond stroke himself.

Imagining scarred hands with long cold fingers caressing his body, touching him. Holding him close and forcing the loneliness away, not giving it any space to come between them.

"Ha..." he quietly moaned, trying to reach and fulfil himself. Trying to get close to something that isn't, or rather someone who isn't around. He could only think of the teen as he moved his hand back and forth. Thinking of him as his body weaken, his arm reaching up against the tile wall as his moans suffocate under the running water.

"Ah~ Izuku..." he whimper, his body trembling thinking of the greenette who stands behind him, pressing against him as his arms never let go nor would they ever loosen up... his mind circling around him, and him only as his hand feels tired and hard to move in the same way.

But he keeps going, thinking of the teen, how they would enjoy the moment together, how they would both feel. Imagining how Midoriya would breath down on his neck, how his voice would sound, how it would feel if the greenette were to kiss his skin...

"Ah! Ah.... ha..."

"...Tch...Ah fuuaahhh..!" The blond tightly shut his eyes as his shoulders flop and he lean against the wall tiredly screaming.

Turning his head, his cheek pressing against the cold tile he slowly opened his eyes staring off into nothing.

"...Fucking empty... shit... why does it never feel good...?!" He grit his teeth and slowly push himself off of the wall.

He stare down, flaccid, hanging there again and the wall a mess.

He shut his eyes as tears slipped out from underneath. Holding his breath in as a lump grew in his throat.

"Ehh... ha... I-Izuku... *Sob* I-I *Sob* I ahg..."  he crouch under the shower crying while gripping his hair unable to even utter the words he wants to out.

...

Pulling a T shirt over his head and baggy pants onto his legs he smacked his wardrobe door shut so bad it almost broke.

But he just stroll to his bed, the loud noise and the energy he sent out while making it made him feel a tad bit better. Though he still went to his bed and wrapped himself up in his blanket.

Not even turning anything on to make some noise, no. The quietness fit his mood a lot better than some nonsense chattering.

He only stare towards his balcony door. It's not locked incase he has a visitor but that's unlikely as he had not seen the teen for quite a while now.

Although that did not mean he isn't waiting for him, and that's exactly why he fell asleep facing towards the glass door to his balcony.

He wasn't worried about the girl finding her way in, she has the key he had given her, so she can come back from the library once she feels satisfied with herself and she will crawl into his bed beside him without waking him up as usual, but at least for now he manage to fall asleep... Dreaming of Midoriya finally getting better and coming to see him.