As The Pink Blush Appeared....

4.

After reaching home, Saanvi played her favourite playlist and begantyping. She was working on a blog and even decided to add a self-composed poemor song. She was struggling to put together the words. Usually she'd just writedown and then type whatever went on in her mind at that moment. But right then,her mind seemed to be wandering haywire. She could not focus on a particularthing. She herself was surprised. She'd put together words and create somethinglegible within half an hour. She didn't know what was wrong with her that day and shewas just deleting drafts since past one and half hour. She wanted to writesomething meaningful, something beautiful and different yet relatable. Butwhenever she got the idea, she reconsidered it and then erased it all. Sheswitched to the song "Pyaar karke dekho na...." She hoped she'd get someinspiration, soon. 

Suddenly she heard a knock on the door. She opened it and saw a courierboy standing there with a box. She was frustrated but still signed on the sheetand took the box inside. Wow, what an incredible timing, Uncle Sani, shethought. Saanvi was an introvert and didn't like it when her relativesunnecessarily invaded in her life. Of course she understood that they cared forher but she hated that as well. She always felt that she never deserved all thelove and care and that she was nothing but a mere disappointment to all ofthem. She barely visited any relative and stayed in the hostel near her schoolsince her senior secondary years of schooling began. She was quite lucky whenher roommate left after a week's stay a year ago and since then she has beenall alone in the room. Ugh! Social interactions were very tiring. And everybody'snot the same, they all have different habits and all that and how she hatedwhen some nasty creatures just popped up and ruined her space.

A/N : Why is Saanvi frustrated? Spoiler alert - next chapter another good deal of academic stuff. And guys check out this old song - "Pyaar karke dekho na...." Do tell me how many of you already knew this song? 

BTW do you guys prefer partying and stuff or "I'd rather spend the day with my bae, Instagram and scroll reels" ? 

Saanvi here has a certain trouble interacting with people and getting in emotional relations with them. You see, that's the reason she reacted that way when she received the gifts from her uncle.