Innocence // Guilt // Remembrance

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You're smiling, I'm sorry,
She's vibin', no compass,
When I live, you're dying,
When I'm falling, you fall in.

A dope lover, you'd say,
No number, I like your face.
I'm just here for two,
Lying next to you.
So gone to the point I can't believe,
This was all from a kiss.
You stayed for this,
You stayed for this,
You'd live for this,
Cause I just need you now...

You don't think we don't know love,
We can't leave the question untouched.
How many times we laugh through this moment just to hold back?
Cause I think I know that you compromised this,
(Cause I think) You got everything to feel bliss,
(Cause I think) I thought  you would fall,
I would've missed, you'd live for this.
Cause I just need you now.

A dope lover, you are.
A broke lover, he was.
And he doesn't know that she's tired, she's tired.

When you smile,
She smiles.
You tried to build fires,
And no time to go, to go higher,
And she's tired, because it hurts every time.

You're smiling, I'm sorry,
She's vibin', no compass,
When I live, you're dying,
When I'm falling, you fall in.

"Dope Lovers" - DPR IAN

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Content warning: Sexual Content
This chapter contains smut. There will be a warning before, and an ending marker afterwards. If you are uncomfortable with these things, please skip that part! If you are a minor you probably shouldn't be reading this story in the first place. >_>

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"Sperabam in comitatu tuo, Oh'nru... Veni, filia, sede mecum parumper."

I don't understand... what language is this? Where am I?

I realized after a moment that I was asleep, in that fragile place right before waking. I suppose you could call it a dream, but I couldn't see anything in particular. All I was aware of was the blackness behind my eyelids, and vague voices that were nearly inaudible.

"Quamdiu Irah'ntu erit, mater?" I was aware of people speaking, but they sounded distant and distorted. As though I were listening through some sort of glass pressed against a door. "Irah'ntu iam desidero... cur descendit ibi?"

And that voice... it's so familiar... what's going on?

"Irah'ntu pars mundi illius esse voluit, Oh'nru." This voice was also familiar, but in a way that I didn't understand. I had no recollection of hearing it before, and yet it pulled at my heart in a strange and sad way. "Sicut soror tua Yaeh'nku et frater tuus Eih'nru coram eo, elegit vitam humanam ad tempus vivere."

"Possumne illos ibi jungere uno die, mater? Quid de aliis siblings? Poterimusne omnes una die ire?"

Is that... is that my voice? It certainly sounds like me...

"Est ad patrem tuum decernere, Oh'nru. Scis quomodo sit... Ut Utopia excederet, alae tuae ardere debebunt... relinques gratiam tuam hic fieri hominem, hoc intelligis?"

This voice... I've heard her before... but where? And when?

"Scio... sed Hongjoong humanum est, et sic id quoque simile esse volo. Amitterem pennas pro eis."

Hongjoong...? What about him...?

"Honeste? Immolabis illis divinitatem tuaml...? Oh'nru didicit plus quam expectatur... propositum tuum invenisti."

Why am I dreaming of this nonsense? I can't understand any of it...

"Nescio adhuc propositum meum..."

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