Blackbird - ATEEZ Pirate!AU

Turbulence

I may still be young,
Hovering in the black night sky.
The turbulence created by impatience twists us.
A falling waterfall,
An endless freefall.

In the harsh wind,
With my wounded heart,
The world only shows endless darkness,
As if telling me to choose only to fall.

Where will we go at the end of this?
What should we become, and in what form?
It's just that I'm barely even my age, already overwhelmed.
Is anyone listening?
Can someone just embrace me?
Where are we, and in what form?
What should we become, you and I?

(I wanna be where you're at. Fix on. ♥)
I don't know my destination, I wander and fall.
I can't find my direction, so I wander, wanderer.
My wings are broken and I'm swept away.
I'm scared. I'm tired. I'm sick of it.
I keep getting further away from me.

The world seen from high up is scary.
A journey to find an answer in the question mark of youth.
A falling waterfall,
An endless freefall.

In the harsh wind,
With my wounded heart,
The world only shows endless darkness,
As if telling me to just give up.

A dream of flying high in the sky,
In a world filled with darkness.
Follow the light, I see it over there.
Help me, I'll just go. We can all go up.
I hope you arrive safely on this night flight.
I shine on my own. People call that a star,
So all we have to do is shine.
(Passion, young, fever.)

At the end of this road,
If we have to become something,
I hope to become myself.
I hope you feel the same way.
Is anyone listening?
I'll engrave this song on my heart.
It's okay if we stay here, just as we are tonight.

Every night, a cold heart,
A rough flight, a tiring day.
Hold me with your warmth.
Every night, a cold heart,
A rough flight, a weary day.
Still, we fly.
Keep holding me.

"Turbulence" - ATEEZ

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Trigger warning: mild mention of blood, mild mention of violence.

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"HELLOOO?!" Mingi was the first one to open his mouth, naturally reaching a decibel unbeknownst to mankind before that very moment. "Jin-Jin, what the fuck was that about!?"

"Stop screaming, Mingi, Jesus fucking Christ... We can hear you!" The Captain hissed, pressing his pinky finger into his surely ringing ear, and wiggling it around a bit. He'd been standing right in Mingi's blast zone, the poor thing. Abruptly, Hongjoong froze, turning to face Mingi with a placid stare. "Wait, did you say--"

"Ah???" Wooyoung blinked as he interjected, eyebrows flattening and eyes widening in an incredibly adorable show of confusion. Pursing his lips out slightly, he looked left and right, as though he were looking for this mysterious person, clearly not knowing it was me. "Jamkkanman, who the hell is Jin-Jin?"

I was about to explain to The Cormorant that I'd remembered my name, but I couldn't get a word in edgewise. Every high ranking member of Ateez was currently crowded around the examination table, rapidly asking questions without letting me answer. As usual, chaos was the leader in this situation, and I was too exhausted to fight it. I simply let myself lay there, and patiently waited for them to get it all out.

"Ummm... What the shit just went down?" Jongho butted in, entirely ignoring Wooyoung's question. Glancing rapidly between Mingi, Hongjoong, and myself with a bewildered puzzlement painting his features. "Am I losing my fucking mind, or was Noona speaking in two voices?"