That Butler, Isekaid (Modern!Reader Insert)

That Butler; Confession

As Alois and Sebastian continue to shower ________ with attention, Ciel's mind races with conflicting thoughts. Could Alois or Sebastian be the one who has captured their heart, despite his failed marriage proposal and Sebastian and theirs previous relationship? He knows he must find out the truth, to confirm his suspicions and put his mind at ease. His eyes narrow as he observes their interactions from afar, analyzing their body language and the way their gazes meet. There is a hint of familiarity, of connection, that he cannot ignore. His jealousy simmers beneath the surface, his possessive nature rearing its head.

Unable to contain his curiosity any longer, Ciel decides to confront _________ himself after the other earl leaves for the day. He decided to take some time reading in the library again, and while __________ puts back a couple books. He approaches them, his expression calm and composed, masking the turmoil within. Cornering them and keeping them between him and the bookshelf behind them. "_________" he says, his voice measured and composed. "I have noticed your interactions with Alois, even Sebastian- who's been obviously vying for your.... Attention. Is there something... more between the two of you? Do you have feelings for him?"

His gaze bores into theirs, his eyes searching for any hint of confirmation, his heart yearning for a different answer, for their feelings to be directed solely towards him. But he knows that he must brace himself for whatever response they may give. ________ looks up and looks behind them, pausing from organizing the books, their expression momentarily taken aback by Ciel's sudden and direct approach. ______ places the book back on the shelf and turns to face him, their eyes meeting his with a mix of surprise and confusion.

"C..." ________ starts, their voice slightly wavering with a bit of confusion. "I... I don't have any romantic feelings for Twinkie. We're just friends. I mean his company and his lightheartedness are fun, but yeah no. As for Sebs, he's a demon and you should already know he just wants my soul- besides, my heart belongs to someone else."

Their words hang in the air, the weight of them sinking into the room. If not Alois or Sebastian then who is it? Who has stolen the heart of the beauty Ciel desires so? Who is the bastard that decided to take what was rightfully his?? ________'s gaze softens as they meet Ciel's eyes, she takes a step forward, the distance between them waning, their hand reaching out to touch his arm gently.* "Sebs is just a weirdo and my connection with Alois is purely friendly. Promise!"

Ciel's heart skips a beat as ________ confirms that their feelings are not directed towards Alois or Sebastian. Relief washes over him, mingling with a surge of hope and anticipation. His eyes soften as ________ steps closer, their touch against his arm sending a shiver down his spine.

A small smile tugs at the corners of Ciel's lips, his voice laced with a mixture of vulnerability and longing. "Then, ________, who does your heart belong to? Who is the one that has captured your affection?"

"Wh-whats with that?? Uh- I mean thats kinda sudden..." ________ blushes, a bright red hue as they turn away to avoid eye contact. All confused and too embarrassed from the question as they did not expect it from him.

"W-Well since you're asking I guess... I mean, I can't really just.. They're, how do I describe them...?" _________ begins, eyes now aglow with affection and slight embarrassment still.

"They're gorgeous, really pretty. They're gorgeous from the depth of their eyes to the gentle expressions of their voice. They were gorgeous from their generous opinions to the touch of their hand upon my own. I loved the way their voice quickened when they sparkled with a new idea, or was so enjoying one of mine that he lost themself for a moment and quite forgot the mask they wore for others. They're intelligent and was the kindest soul I knew. They had the voice, the face, the eyes to make a good many individuals swoon. And they knew this, and every time they'd use it to their advantage that one! Haha... Hah, I miss them, really..."

Ciel observes the way ________ describes this person, they truly must be that infatuated as their expression was one of pure affection and nostalgia now. Oh how envious he was, so envious indeed. How he wishes he could be the one on the receiving end of ________'s loving gaze. How he desires it so, that Ciel- he, were who she was describing instead. But it seems that he isn't how unfair, how could he be dealt such a cruel hand? And from the way _________'s eyes glow with affection for another, how could he ever compare? What is he to do? Oh it hurts, it's painful yet beautiful, that expression on his beloved's face...

Ciel's heart sinks as ________ describes this mysterious man with such adoration and longing. His jealousy intensifies, gnawing at him from within. He clenches his fists, desperately trying to hide the pain that threatens to consume him. How can he compete with someone who has already captured ________'s heart so completely?

A bitter smile tugs at the corners of Ciel's lips as he struggles to maintain his composure. "I see," he says, his voice laced with a mix of resignation and disappointment. "It seems that this person holds a special place in your heart. I can only hope that they realize how fortunate they are to have your affections."

Deep down, Ciel knows that he can't force ________ to feel something for him that isn't there. He can't make them see him in the same light as this other man. But that doesn't mean he won't try. He won't give up without a fight.

"But ________," Ciel continues, his voice determined. "Even if your heart belongs to someone else, I won't give up on pursuing your affections. I'll do whatever it takes to make you see me, to make you realize that I can offer you something more. __________, I love you.."