That Butler, Isekaid (Modern!Reader Insert)

That Butler; Secrets

As Ciel lies in bed, his mind consumed with swirling thoughts and doubts, __________ remains by his side, their presence a comforting presence in the darkness. They hold him close, their touch gentle and soothing. Ciel's heart aches with a mix of gratitude and confusion, unsure of how to navigate his emotions and the mysteries that surround __________.

Ciel's thoughts wander to the Baron's manor, the place that brought forth a strange sense of familiarity from __________. His mind races with questions, wondering how __________ could have known about the past, about the fire that consumed his own manor and took him away from everything he knew. Is there more to __________'s abilities? Does __________ know about his past, about the secrets that lie buried within him?

The weight of these questions weighs heavily on Ciel's shoulders, his doubts and insecurities creeping in. He wonders if __________ is truly fine, if there's something they're hiding from him. His mind plays tricks on him, questioning __________'s motives and intentions. Is __________ lying to protect his feelings? The thought fills him with a deep sense of unease and betrayal.

Ciel's thoughts swirl in his mind, a whirlwind of doubts and uncertainties. He stands by the moon casting a soft glow through the window, as ___________ remains by his side, their presence a constant source of comfort. But even in the tranquility of the night, Ciel's mind is restless.

He turns to face ___________, his eyes searching theirs for answers that he knows she may not be able to provide. He wonders if ___________ truly knows everything about him, if they can see through his facade and the walls he has built around himself. And yet, he realizes that he knows so little about them in return.

"____________," Ciel's voice is filled with a mix of curiosity and vulnerability. "There's so much I don't know about you. I mean, you know everything about me, my past, my fears... But what about you? What's your story? How did you come to know all these things?"

He reaches out to gently take their hand in his, his touch seeking a connection, a bridge between their worlds. "I want to know more about you, __________. I want to understand you better. Will you share your secrets with me?"

As Ciel reaches out to hold __________'s hand, their eyes meet in the soft moonlight. A mixture of emotions flickers in __________'s eyes—hesitation, vulnerability, and a hint of longing. They gently squeeze Ciel's hand, a silent reassurance that they are there for him.

"Oh C," __________'s voice is soft, their words carrying a tenderness that matches the gentle touch of their hand. "You've entrusted me with so much of yourself, and for that, I'm grateful. But it's true, there are parts of my story that I have yet to share with anyone here."

__________ takes a deep breath, gathering their thoughts before continuing. "Here, lemme show you something..." _______ takes out their phone, charged up since they asked Sebastian to before. Though barely used (as they had more troubling things to deal with). _______ enters their passcode to a certain album and they show Ciel a picture. A picture of a beautiful woman, smiling up at the camera... "That's my Mom... Isn't she pretty? She was the nicest woman I knew, she would often sing to (sibling) and I before bed. She'd bake sweets, played silly games with us, and cook our pavorite meals. She was... Awesome."

"But then, she was sick. So, so sick. No one Knew what had happened. She just suddenly got extremely sick... And no one knew what to do..."

A flicker of sadness passes through __________'s eyes, their grip tightening around Ciel's hand. "I wish I could give you all the answers, C. I really do. But there are things I can't fully reveal. Even so, will you listen to my story?"

Ciel's eyes search __________'s face, his gaze filled with a mix of curiosity and understanding. He knows that __________ has their own trials and tribulations, their own demons to face. And while a part of him yearns to know more, he also knows the importance of respecting __________'s boundaries.

"I wish to listen, __________," Ciel says softly, his voice filled with empathy. "You don't have to tell me everything. I just... I want you to know that I trust you. And whatever secrets you hold, I will respect them. Just as you've respected mine."

__________ smiles, their grip on Ciel's hand loosening slightly. "Thanks C. Your understanding means more to me than you'll ever know."

"You see, my mother... Bless her soul- was a wonderful woman. She loved my sibling and I to the best of her abilities even when our father never gave us any attention. I can't even recall a time he even looked at us." _________ explains, telling their story of their family and what they knew. "Mom died of some strange illness that Father never really explained about. In her last moments, she hoped we'd one day find happiness beyond words. And I've been striving for said happiness, but it's been hard. Especially since (sibling) died, as I've told you before..."

________ then begins to explain what got them there in that world in the first place, explaining how they just popped into existence in front of Ciel and Sebastian's eyes that day. "If I remember correctly, before I went to clean my room that day, I went and checked on father... Just in case, I dunno... I just felt like I needed to, but he wasn't really around so I left. Took a swig of his booze and went on my merry way. Cleaned my room and bam! I arrive here in your world. Crazy right? I have room to believe he might've spiked his own drink with something. This might even be a dream, I might be in a coma and I wouldn't know the difference"

Ciel listens attentively to __________'s story, his heart aching for the pain and loss they've experienced. The weight of their words hangs in the air, their emotions raw and vulnerable. He squeezes __________'s hand tighter, his own way of offering comfort and support.

"I'm so sorry, __________," Ciel murmurs, his voice filled with genuine empathy. "It's clear that you've had your fair share of hardships. Losing your mother and sibling, and then finding yourself in this world... It's a lot to bear. But I want you to know that you're not alone. I'm here for you, to listen and support you in any way I can."

Ciel's mind races with the possibilities of how __________ ended up in their world, the theories and uncertainties swirling in his thoughts. He considers the idea that it may all be a dream, or perhaps something even more inexplicable. But he pushes those thoughts aside for now, focusing on the present moment.

"I can't say for certain why or how you ended up here, __________," Ciel admits, his voice tinged with a mix of curiosity and intrigue. "But what I do know is that you've become an important part of my life" Ciel takes a deep breath, his gaze unwavering as he continues, "__________, you've shown me compassion, understanding, and a friendship that I never thought I would find. Whether this is a dream, a coma, or a reality, the bond we share is real. And though yes, I may have been a bit overbearing with my more... Romantic approaches towards you, believe me when I say I care for you. This bond we've created... That's what matters to me."

He pauses for a moment, his mind racing with thoughts and emotions. "I may not have all the answers either, __________, but I promise you this—I will do everything in my power to uncover the truth, to find a way to bring you the happiness you deserve. We'll face whatever challenges come our way together."

Ciel's voice is filled with determination, his eyes shining with a newfound resolve. "No matter what secrets lie within our pasts, I trust that we can overcome them. And if there's one thing I've learned, it's that even in the darkest of times, there is always a glimmer of hope."

He leans in closer, his voice dropping to a whisper. "__________, I care about you deeply. You've become more than just an outsider to me. You're my confidant, my ally. And if you're willing, I want to continue this journey with you."