That Butler; Love

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As the other servants rush into the room, _________ breathes a sigh of relief, grateful for their intervention. They wince as Lady Elizabeth continues to lash out, her words cutting deep. But _________ remains resolute, refusing to be drawn into her anger any further.

"I don't hate him!" _________ exclaims, their voice laced with frustration and exhaustion. "I never said I hated him. I care for him deeply, but love is a complicated emotion, and my feelings are not as simple as you make them out to be. I am here because I have a duty to serve him, to support him in any way I can."

They take a moment to compose themselves, their voice steady as they continue. "Lady Elizabeth, I understand your pain, but violence and aggression will not solve anything. Ciel's heart is his own to give, and it is not fair to force him into a love he does not feel. We can't control the feelings of others, only how we respond to them."

"I could never... I could never hate him... I don't have the will or the guts to"

"And that's how cowardice you are... But if you don't hate him then what? What is it then? What do I do? How do I just accept his love for you when you yourself won't accept it..?"

"Lady Elizabeth... I.. I wish I could be as bold as you, to chase what I want to chase without hesitation. But as you said, I'm a coward. You have the privilege to think with your heart, how I'd kill to be like that." ________ admits, tears flowing from their eyes as everyone watches. Even Finnian and Baldroy's hold on the two slacken a good bit as they watch _______ cry.

"If I told him how I felt the second I feel it, who knows what he'll do? How can anybody be certain he wouldn't drop and leave everything behind for love? Master is kind, much kinder than he acts, he's a soul with the purest heart and I can't allow him to be any kinder lest he lose sight of his true wish and lose it all..." _______ explains, as Baldroy and Finnian let them and Elizabeth go for a bit.

"You have the freedom to change the outcomes, you are free to love him or let him go. But I don't have that... I won't allow myself to be the fool that causes his downfall. I'm sorry my lady..."

As _______'s tears flow freely, a heavy silence settles in the room. Lady Elizabeth's anger and frustration seem to dissipate, replaced by a mix of understanding and sympathy. The other servants, too, watch _______ with a newfound sense of compassion.

Lady Elizabeth takes a step closer, her voice softer now. "_______, I... I didn't realize... I didn't understand the weight of your burden. I have been selfish in my own desires, blinded by my own pain. I see now that you carry a heavy responsibility, one that I cannot fully comprehend."

"I... I didn't realize... I didn't understand," Lady Elizabeth murmurs, her anger subsiding further. "I never considered that your intentions were rooted in protecting him, in preserving what he holds dear."

Baldroy and Finnian exchange glances, their grip on _________ and Lady Elizabeth relaxing further. They step back, giving the two some space. The room feels heavy with a newfound understanding, a shared empathy that prevails over the previous animosity.

She reaches out and gently touches _______'s arm. "I'm sorry for my actions. I was wrong to take my anger out on you. Your love for Ciel, even if different from mine, is still love. I may not fully understand it, but I respect your decision to protect him in your own way."

Baldroy and Finnian exchange glances, their grip on _______ loosening further. They silently acknowledge the depth of _______'s emotions and the difficult path they have chosen. It is a moment of understanding and acceptance.

"I... I thank you, Lady Elizabeth," _______ says, their voice quivering with emotion. "Your forgiveness means a lot to me..."

After a few seconds of silence, they all begin to hear another pair of footsteps approaching. Elizabeth tries her best to try and look presentable, knowing that the only other people that could be were the master and his butler. But no amount of fixing will hide the mess.

"Oh shit" ________ mutters as Ciel and Sebastian enter the room to see everyone and the two on the floor both disheveled and looking like absolute wrecks. "What in blazes happened here?? Elizabeth?? _______??"

"Heeey... Um..."

"We... Had a disagreement Ciel. But... I believe it's alright now.. Right ( __________ )?"

"Hehe yeah Lizzy. Totally." _________ smiles as Elizabeth addresses them with a nickname to show that they really had just formed a sort of strange friendship through their little squabble.

"Y'know, your hair looks great when it's down"

"Oh hush with the flattery ________"

"Hehe" Everyone stands there in confusion as the two who were obviously fighting earlier seem to act like the best of friends within no more than a minute after the master and butler's arrivals. Strange how a fight does that huh?

Ciel and Sebastian exchange a perplexed glance, clearly taken aback by the sudden change in atmosphere. Ciel's eyes narrow in suspicion, his gaze shifting between Lady Elizabeth and ________. "A disagreement, you say? It seems rather intense for a mere disagreement."

Sebastian, ever the observant butler, takes a step closer to assess the situation. His eyes flicker with curiosity as he takes in the disheveled state of everyone present. "Indeed, it appears that something more than a simple disagreement has transpired here. Perhaps an explanation is in order?"

Lady Elizabeth takes a deep breath, her expression composed as she speaks up. "It was a misunderstanding, Ciel. _______ and I had a difference of opinion, but we have resolved the matter and reached an understanding. There is no need for concern."

Ciel's gaze lingers on ________, his eyes searching for any signs of discomfort or distress. "And you, _______? Are you alright? Is there something you would like to add?"

_________ meets Ciel's gaze, their eyes reflecting a mix of emotions. They take a moment to collect themselves before speaking. "I am fine, my lord. Lady Elizabeth and I have come to an understanding, and we have moved on. Right Lizzy?"

"Right..!"

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