That Butler, Isekaid (Modern!Reader Insert)

That Butler; Hesitation

_________ watches in confusion as William stumbles backward, his expression a mix of shock and awe. They can feel a faint tingling sensation coursing through their body, and a small spark of hope begins to flicker within them.

"What do you mean, Will? What's happening?" ________ asks, their voice filled with anticipation.

William composes himself, his eyes fixed on ________ with newfound intensity. "________, it seems that you possess an extraordinary amount of mana. It's unlike anything I've ever encountered before. This could very well be the key to returning you to your world."

_________ gasps, their eyes widening with a mix of excitement and disbelief. "You mean... I have the power to go back home?"

William nods, a small smile playing on his lips. "Yes, it would seem so. With your mana, we may be able to find a way to create a portal or perform a ritual that can bridge the gap between dimensions. It won't be easy, but it's certainly worth a try."

Sebastian interjects, his voice smooth and calculated. "If __________ possesses such a unique and powerful source of mana, it would be wise to keep it hidden. Others, like Angela, may seek to exploit it." _________ nods, their expression turning serious. "You're right, Sebs. I won't let anyone use my mana against me or my friends. We gotta be cautious and keep this information under wraps."

Ciel casts a glance at __________, his eyes filled with concern. "Indeed, __________. We must ensure your safety above all else. You are our priority."

The Undertaker, who had been observing the conversation with a knowing smile, steps forward. "Fear not, my dear. I shall assist you in safeguarding your mana. I have a few tricks up my sleeve that can keep it hidden from prying eyes. Judging from the time you'd entered soul paralysis and got out of it, it shows that your mana can easily be learned and manipulated."

_________ lets out a sigh of relief, grateful for the support of their newfound allies. "Thanks Undertaker. I appreciate all the help you've given me. I'm ready to do whatever it takes to return home."

Sebastian smirks, his eyes glinting with mischief. "Then let us begin our preparations. We will find a way to help you back to your world, __________. And when we do, we shall ensure that Angela and any other threats are dealt with accordingly."

"Yeah, but she's not who I'm worried about..." For some time, _________ comes by the Undertaker's shop for lessons regarding their mana with help from a slightly disgruntled William. "Why worry for the dead? No, no, keep that focus. Inhale"

"I mean... I just feel like we do need to worry. Humans can be quite resilliant" ________ is currently learning to manipulate their mana to do what they wish, they had been at it for a while. And _________ had been quite a good student thusfar, seeing as they had been a hard working one when learning how to fight with Sebastian it wasn't too difficult to learn manipulating mana. Their control on it however, remains problematic.

"And Angels can kill you in one blow dearie, please focus" Undertaker exclaims, patting their arm as he and William attempt to teach _________ how to control and create a portal using their abundance of mana.

"No shit, Angela took my eye once she can do it twice."

"Which is why we need you to focus, _________, please"

"I'm just concerned yknow???" _________ exclaims, still losing momentum with their manipulation of their mana due to the lack of focus. Seemingly acting as if they weren't able to control it properly before. Something felt wrong there, like something wasn't right. Both William and the Undertaker have noticed this strange occurence when learning certain things with _________. It's as if they are learning yes- but trying the bare minimum when doing certain things. Much like right now they are learning to make a portal somehow to ________'s world, as _________, Ciel, and Sebastian have explained to the two that _________ was not of their world. Understandable enough yes. However it seems like _________ is holding themselves back...

The Undertaker and William exchange a concerned glance as they observe _________ struggling to focus on their mana manipulation. The discrepancy between _________'s determination and their lack of progress raises suspicions.

"_________, what is it that's holding you back?" William asks, his voice tinged with a mix of curiosity and worry. "You seem to be intentionally hindering your own progress. Is there something troubling you?"

_________ hesitates for a moment, their gaze shifting away as they try to find the right words. "I... I guess I'm just scared. Scared of what might happen if I fully embrace my power. Scared of losing control."

The Undertaker sighs softly, his voice gentle but firm. "Fear is a natural response, my dear. But you mustn't let it consume you. Embracing your power and learning to control it is essential for your journey back home. We are here to help you every step of the way."

Sebastian steps forward, his eyes filled with a mix of concern and determination. "_________, we understand that you have faced great challenges and trauma, but you cannot allow them to hold you back. You possess incredible potential, and with proper control, you can overcome any obstacles in your path."

"Thanks but.... That's not the whole deal..." _________ says in a hushed whisper, pausing for a moment regarding the whole portal business. And sitting down, Undertaker patting the saddened servants' head.

________ sighs, Ciel going up to them with a similarly worried expression as the rest. "_________? What's wrong?"

"Thing is C, guys...? I... I dunno if I wanna go home... Well, maybe I do? No, Maybe not yet..???" __________ finally admits, confusing the others further, why? Wasn't that their goal from the very start..?

Ciel's eyebrows furrow in confusion, his voice laced with concern. "_________, why wouldn't you want to go back home? Isn't that what you've been striving for all this time?"

_________ looks down, their voice tinged with a mixture of sadness and uncertainty. "I... I've been thinking a lot lately. This world, this time that I've spent here with all of you... It's given me something I never had in my own world. It's given me a sense of belonging, friendship, and even family. I'm afraid that if I go back, I'll lose all of that."

Sebastian steps forward, his voice calm and reassuring. "_________, it's understandable to feel attached to the people and experiences you've had here. But you must remember that your true place is in your own world. There are people who care about you there as well."

The Undertaker pats _________'s shoulder gently, his eyes filled with understanding. "Change can be difficult, my dear, especially when it means leaving behind something you've grown fond of. But you mustn't let fear dictate your decisions. Your home is waiting for you, and there may be people there who need you just as much as we do.."