"Where do I even start...? It's all so much, but I got out of it somehow. I was so scared..."
As _______ began to open up to Sebastian, their voice quivered with a mix of vulnerability and determination. They recounted the horrifying encounter with their father through the portal, their words laced with pain and anguish.
"I... I saw him, Sebastian. My father. He... he was there, in that room," _______ whispered, their voice trembling with the weight of their memories. "He... back then- he used me as a lab rat, subjected me to his sick experiments. I was nothing more than a pawn in his twisted games."
Sebastian listened attentively, his expression a mask of calm understanding. His crimson eyes held a glimmer of empathy as _______ continued to share the harrowing details of their past.
"He... he would lock me away, isolate me from the world. The physical and emotional abuse... it was unbearable. I was trapped, helpless, at the mercy of his sadistic desires," _______ choked out, tears welling in their eyes.
"I thought- When I was younger I thought it was his way of loving me, but as I grew I realized that those actions, the things he'd do to me, were never out of love. They were especially not a love a parent is supposed to give their child. It was sick..."
Sebastian's gaze softened, his voice filled with a mixture of sympathy and righteous anger. "No child should ever endure such cruelty, _______, especially not at the hands of their own parent. It is a testament to your strength that you survived and found your way here."
He reached out, gently wiping away _______'s tears with his gloved hand. "You are not defined by the actions of your father. You are so much more than the pain he inflicted upon you. And now, as a part of the Phantomhive family, you have the love and support you deserve."
_______ took a deep breath, feeling a sense of comfort wash over them in Sebastian's presence. "Thank you, Sebastian. I... I didn't think I could ever escape that. But being here, with all of you, it's like way better somehow."
Sebastian's lips curled into a small, comforting smile. "Indeed, the Phantomhive family is a beacon of light in the darkness. We will always be here for you, to support you and help you heal. You are not alone in this journey, _______, and together we will face whatever challenges may come."
As _______ finished sharing their painful past with Sebastian, they looked up at him, their eyes filled with a glimmer of hope amidst the lingering pain. Taking a deep breath, they gathered their courage before making their request. _______ nodded, a newfound determination flickering in their eyes. "Say Sebs, can you tell C that I might wanna visit Twinkie and Hannah tomorrow? It would be swell to see them again."
"I want to spend some time with the others, our family. I can't bear the thought of leaving them out."
Sebastian regarded _______ with a calm and understanding expression, his eyes reflecting his unwavering support. "Of course, _______. I will personally inform Young Master about your desire to visit the Trancy manor. It is important for our family to stay connected and support one another."
With a reassuring smile, Sebastian continued, "I'm certain the master will be more than willing to accommodate your wishes. We are, after all, a family brought together by shared experiences and the bonds we have formed."
_______ nodded, a mixture of relief and gratitude washing over them. The thought of being surrounded by their loved ones, the ones who have shown them love and acceptance, brought a sense of euphoria and comfort. They knew that being with their family would provide a safe haven, a place where they could heal and find solace.
"Thank you, Sebastian," _______ murmured, their voice filled with genuine appreciation. "I really appreciate your support and understanding. This place? You guys? Means everything to me, and I want to cherish every moment we have together."
Sebastian's smile widened, his eyes reflecting a deep sense of pride. "It is my pleasure, _______. Your well-being and happiness are of utmost importance to all of us. We will stand by your side, offering our unwavering support."
_______ felt a renewed sense of strength and determination. They knew that the road to healing would be long and challenging, but with their family by their side, they could face any obstacle that came their way.
Eventually, they bid Sebastian goodnight and settled into bed, _______ felt a glimmer of hope. The darkness of their past would not define them. They would embrace the love and support that surrounded them, and be where they believe they truly belong...
The next day, as the sun rose and cast its warm glow upon the Phantomhive manor, _______ woke up with a newfound sense of excitement. Today was the day they would be visiting Alois and Hannah at the Trancy manor, a prospect that filled their heart with joy.
Dressed in their finest attire, _______ made their way downstairs, the anticipation bubbling within them. In the grand hall, they found Ciel awaiting their arrival, a knowing smile playing on his lips.
"_______, I heard you wished to visit our dear friends at the Trancy manor," Ciel said, his voice laced with amusement. "I must admit, I find it rather intriguing that you've taken such a liking to them."
_______ blushed slightly, feeling a mix of embarrassment and excitement. "Well, they've been kind to me, C. They understand, in their own way. And I feel a connection with them. Besides, they have so many interesting stories to tell."
Ciel chuckled softly and nodded. "Very well, _______. I will arrange for our departure to the Trancy manor. But remember, we have our duties as well. We shall make this visit a brief one."
_______ nodded, grateful for Ciel's understanding. They knew that their responsibilities as members of the Phantomhive family could not be neglected. With that in mind, they followed Ciel as he led the way to the carriage waiting outside the manor.
With that, the trio embarked on their journey to the Trancy manor. The carriage ride was filled with a mix of excitement and nervous anticipation. _______ could hardly contain their eagerness to see Alois and Hannah again, to share stories and laughter somehow.

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