That Butler, Isekaid (Modern!Reader Insert)

That Butler; Monotone

Ciel's inner struggle intensifies as he wrestles with his desires and the fear of rejection. He knows that his feelings for ________ are becoming too powerful to ignore, but he also understands the consequences that may come with pursuing them. He can't let himself lose control, not when there are so many responsibilities weighing on his shoulders. But the longing in his heart grows stronger with each passing moment.

And that was the start of Ciel's growing awareness of his servant. It started out simple, but after that moment Ciel had gotten to realize just who ________ is. With some personal searching, he finds that ________ is unsure of their roots not really knowing as she stated _________ has little to no memory of their birth, an interesting mystery. He does however believe ________'s of a sort of noble descent, at least from their features. It could explain their gorgeous and slightly exotic looks..

Sometimes Ciel wonders how such an individual can have so much intelligence and abilities, but it's part of her charm he supposes. Their frame is adorable, and despite being as such, their figure shows. Curves are well-defined and their assets fit them perfectly. They've shown themselves to be very beautiful, energetic and full of life, but with a sort of practiced grace and poise. A true lady/gentleman(?), but honestly oblivious to their own attractiveness and allure. Much like now, as he relishes in some tea and snacks. _________'s humming a soft tune, that calms his mind despite the problematic request from the Queen that he has in hand. Their presence really soothes him no matter the situation, it's incredible.

Ciel watches ________ as they hum, their soft melody filling the air and entwining with the delicate scent of tea and pastries. Their gaze is fixed on the horizon, a serene expression on their face as _________ takes a moment to enjoy the peacefulness of the afternoon. He can't help but be captivated by their presence, her beauty, and the way ________ effortlessly carries themself. It's as if __________ has a natural grace that draws people towards them, creating an air of calmness wherever ________ goes. As _________ tilts their head slightly, a strand of their (color) hair falls onto their face. Ciel's hand involuntarily twitches, longing to reach out and gently tuck that strand behind their ear. But he quickly restrains himself, reminding himself of the boundaries that must be maintained.

"Ahem" Sebastian 'coughs' as if to bring back the young master from his daze, the sound alerting ______ a bit to look over.

"Hmm? What's up?"

Ciel's heart skips a beat as _______'s melodic voice breaks him out of his thoughts yet again. He blinks, realizing that he had been lost in reverie once again. He quickly recomposes himself, offering them a small smile.

"Ah, it's nothing... I was just lost in my own thoughts," he admits, his voice soft and tinged with a touch of vulnerability. As much as he tries to maintain his composure, he can't deny the effect _________ has on him.

"Your humming is quite soothing, Miss/Sir(?) ________" Sebastian muses, Ciel taking a sip of his tea to mask the slight shakiness in his voice from earlier. The two watch them closely, gazes filled with a mix of adoration and curiosity. "Yes... What were you humming? It sounded lovely."

"Oh, it's just a song from back then? Er.. home"

Ciel's eyes light up with curiosity as _________ mentions a song from their time. He's always been fascinated by their origins, by the mysteries that surround their past. He leans forward slightly, his interest piqued.

"From your time? It would be lovely to hear it" Sebastian says, his voice laced with genuine curiosity.

"Mmm, it's called monochrome kiss, its.. Uh- yeah um I listened to it a lot back in my time." _______ explains, walking over to the window behind Ciel's desk. And opening the window a tad, looking into the distance as the wind blows through their (color) locks, hoping they don't spoil the story on accident.

_______ turns around, leaning against the windowsill with a soft smile. "It's originally Japanese, but I can translate it if you want."

"I think it went like..." __________ hums a bit, the start of the tune to the song they mentioned. Before starting to sing the song, in English rather than the original language. Translating to the best of their abilities.

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"In black and white, no whisper of colour

In monochrome, we met each other

I'll put my faith in my pain

In you to keep safe"

"The Autumn wind is so unforgiving

Much like the scars that trace my body

Your icy touch I trust

I feel it beckoning me"

"I was melting away and breaking

But then you tenderly saved me from myself

Fate is the game we're playing

And it starts with a monochrome kiss"

"Nevertheless, I'm searching on

Looking for a single drop of love

I look into your eyes; eyes that have never once cried

They tell a tale beyond time"

"And if I can, I'll seek the end

Shrouded in my pain just as I am

Hiding within the night, together we'll find it

Under the light of the moon..."

Ciel's heart swells with emotion as _______'s melodic voice fills the room, their words carrying a depth of longing and hope but also a mix of a certain sadness. He listens intently, captivated by the sincerity in their voice, the way their emotions seem to pour out through each note. The lyrics resonate with him, touching a chord deep within his soul.

As _________ finishes singing, the two males are left speechless for a moment, gazes locked on them. Ciel can feel his heart racing, the warmth of _______'s presence enveloping him. He realizes that this is a moment he wants to cherish, a moment where he can let his guard down at least a little and express his true feelings.

"Your voice is truly beautiful, Miss/Sir(?)_______," Sebastian says, his voice barely above a whisper as the last note lingers in the air. There's a softness in his eyes, an expression that the demon butler rarely shows. "Thank you for sharing that with us."

As for Ciel, his heart feels heavy, the weight of unexpressed emotions becoming almost unbearable. He wants to reach out to _______, to tell them everything he feels, but he fears the consequences. The thought of losing them, of ruining the delicate balance they have, keeps him silent. For now, he can only admire them from a distance, cherishing these stolen moments of vulnerability and connection. And as he watches _______, a small glimmer of hope flickers within him, yearning for the day when he can finally let them know how he truly feels.