shamelessly desperate

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i want to be able to write one of those
disgustingly breathtaking books.

puke out of admiration,

where it won't do you any purpose other than leave without any sleep,
close the book to go on with life and now you can't.

you can't leave the words from the book
i shoved it in you to make it alive

the characters make it's way to your brain;
it takes over you,
you don't know who you're becoming..
..but i do

i want to make a book where people
look at it and say
this book is shamelessly desperate to not be forgotten
it takes any means to live inside the minds of people
instead of taking care of its own

the author must've lived through hell
and had no other choice but to build another one
for the sake of his peace of mind

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