I've been thinking about this for a long time
don't you think that
the reason why you love listening to music so much
in full volume, banging your eardrums
you don't hear their arguments
and your screams
for them, talking and shouting has no differences
and the music you vibe with
"entertain" away the voices
inside my head,
and outside my reach
i didn't want to say it in my notes
or in anything
because if i accepted it
then listening to artic monkeys will never be the same again
falling from lyrics instead of cliffs
will just
never feel the same again
waking up is a scary thing
but like any other,
it's a natural thing
once you wake up, pretend-sleep is just useless
you'll have no choice but to get up
you get it, right?
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A/N: this was waaay back nov. 13, 2022. found this in my notes, i talk to myself there
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