Dazed Off

pretend-sleep

I've been thinking about this for a long time

don't you think that

the reason why you love listening to music so much

in full volume, banging your eardrums

you don't hear their arguments

and your screams

for them, talking and shouting has no differences

and the music you vibe with

"entertain" away the voices

 inside my head,
and outside my reach

i didn't want to say it in my notes

or in anything

because if i accepted it

then listening to artic monkeys will never be the same again

falling from lyrics instead of cliffs

will just

never feel the same again

waking up is a scary thing

but like any other,

it's a natural thing

once you wake up, pretend-sleep is just useless

you'll have no choice but to get up

you get it, right?

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A/N: this was waaay back nov. 13, 2022. found this in my notes, i talk to myself there