The first step
is the hardest
especially when
you're already too bruised up-
when you're bones are
bound to break,
the mind makes more mistakes,
and the heart hurts like home hiccups.I've chased you,
I've chased my future,
I've chased progress,
and;
I broke my ankles every time.
You told me to crawl,
and so my knees bled blue.
You told me to roll,
and so my body dislocated itself.I'm already unstable to begin with,
and this contradicting battlefield
isn't helping at allSo let me stop trying,
stop stepping
in a shitty staircase.
As it just results a life threatening downfall,
a rushed farewell.
Stare at my case,
investigate my desperation.
I'm in despair of rational satisfaction.Dear past me,
I don't want to struggle to be better anymore;
life doesn't get any better than this anyway.
YOU ARE READING
Dazed Off
Poetry𝑰 𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒎𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔, 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒐𝒄𝒆𝒂𝒏 𝒘𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒔 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒆𝒎𝒊𝒕; 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒖𝒓𝒆 𝒍𝒖𝒍𝒍𝒂𝒃𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝒊𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒚 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒊𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒚... 𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕. A collection of poems...