i can never tell what's on your mind.
and that's why it scares me to be with you.
voices in my head keeps hunting me,
"what are you thinking rn? do you think I'm a bother? do you think it's boring when your with me? do you hate my looks??? does my hair look ugly in your eyes? does my pimples disgust you?"
so, so much voices
hunting me.
when im with you.
and these butterflies,
it feels like i wanna throw up from
anxiety.
my whole body is uncomfy.
if im with you
I can't be myself,
and it terrifies me
for i don't know who im becoming to.
note: I ACTUALLY LIKED THE TITLE MORE THANN THE WHOLE UHH THINGG SO I REAAALLYY HAD A HARD TIME IN UHH choosing? WHETHER TO JUST PUBLISH THE TITLE ONLY OR LIKEE THE WHOLE for I don't know who I'm becoming to😢😢😢😢 THINGYY
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PoetrySee what the young poet wrote in her old journals at only the age of twelve, and how her mental state progressively gets worse at age fifteen:) Collection of poems mostly about God, family, love, and hate to oneself. • most impressive ranking: #6 in...
