i can never tell what's on your mind.
and that's why it scares me to be with you.
voices in my head keeps hunting me,
"what are you thinking rn? do you think I'm a bother? do you think it's boring when your with me? do you hate my looks??? does my hair look ugly in your eyes? does my pimples disgust you?"
so, so much voices
hunting me.
when im with you.
and these butterflies,
it feels like i wanna throw up from
anxiety.
my whole body is uncomfy.
if im with you
I can't be myself,
and it terrifies me
for i don't know who im becoming to.
note: I ACTUALLY LIKED THE TITLE MORE THANN THE WHOLE UHH THINGG SO I REAAALLYY HAD A HARD TIME IN UHH choosing? WHETHER TO JUST PUBLISH THE TITLE ONLY OR LIKEE THE WHOLE for I don't know who I'm becoming to😢😢😢😢 THINGYY
YOU ARE READING
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Poetry𝑰 𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒎𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔, 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒐𝒄𝒆𝒂𝒏 𝒘𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒔 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒆𝒎𝒊𝒕; 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒖𝒓𝒆 𝒍𝒖𝒍𝒍𝒂𝒃𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝒊𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒚 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒊𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒚... 𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕. A collection of poems...
