i rather have you not change at all
I'm used to it
for me, you are nothing more than just a credit card
mom
i know I'm cruel
it's what you've taught me remember?
be strong and never cry,
to bottle up like a robot
never say "i want to die" i know it fills you up with guilt
that i can always tell you everything you always use it against me
i love you, mom. i don't
i never did
you fucking arrogant bitch
----------------
: it's just so confusing, the other day you were the best mom i could ever have but then the next day, you're the most shit-iest ever. im having mixed emotions. just tired of it
YOU ARE READING
Dazed Off
PoetrySee what the young poet wrote in her old journals at only the age of twelve, and how her mental state progressively gets worse at age fifteen:) Collection of poems mostly about God, family, love, and hate to oneself. • most impressive ranking: #6 in...