Dazed Off

12-03-23 disgustingly me

I wonder if I'm being too much
to handle,
to carry,
and to love.

As if i am nothing more than a filling of darkness,
a contagious void,
cursing everything it touches with pitch black–

and loving me meant living into the darkness too.

Don't ignite light— it would mean that i'd be long gone.

What should i do?

I feel like— I love you I'm losing myself