Immoral

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What a tragic,
this unhealthy coping mechanism awaits

Fifth-grade-me knew daydreaming was too good to be true,
too good to be just a way to comfort a little while
but i settled without a doubt

Because my parents never learned how
No one picked me up a book
as a bedtime story
titled "how to love properly"
because they never knew how

and I swear to god
I just knew something was wrong
but I couldn't take a grasp of it
just like how a blind man searches for colors
so close but entirely not enough…

I can't blame little miss me
begging for hope
and hoping for survival
that's all she's thought to be

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