The Bikers Sin. The Sinful Riders Book One

weak explanation

Griff was a bit worried as he walked into his Prez's office.

"Prez, I swear if I knew she was yours I would never have agreed..."

"I don't give a flying fuck about that lying two faced bitch. And if you bring her up again I'll fucking break your jaw." the anger in the man's eyes sent a chill through Griff.

"Got it. What did you need from me?" If he wasn't there to be chewed out, then he had no idea why else he would be ordered in there in the first place. There wasn't any runs scheduled and as far as he knew they didn't have any pick ups either.

"I wanna talk about what the hell that girl did to you for you to fuck her over like that? I mean I get it most of the guys here fuck around, but then most of the women do as well. But if the guy does it with his ol' lady's friend that 'aint a mess I wanna deal with." he stared hard at him, almost burning him with the heat of his stare. "So tell me boy. What did Gin do to you for you to fuck her over like that?"

Griff slumped down into a chair.

This was gonna take a while. And he knew it was gonna be far from pleasant.

"I honestly have no idea. I mean at first it was the thrill of it all. The sneaking around keeping it a secret, having to be careful not to let it be too obvious, ya know?"

"Nope. Cant say that I do." Disappointment radiated off of the older man.

"It was fun at first. When she suggested it I didn't think I would like Gin as much as I did, so it was easy for me to say yes. Especially with the way that she asked."

He broke off there as a snort came from his Prez. "Yeah a real classy suggestion followed by a real classy proposition."

"If I had know Gin a bit more before I made the deal with Mags I would never have done it in the first place." He paused, hoping that his Prez was getting that this was how he really felt. The man was like an older brother to a lot of the younger guys, himself included. To think that he had caused him any kinda pain, hurt him deeply. And to cause him to be disappointed, well that was a bitter pill to swallow, and not something anyone would really want.

So this conversation hurt. Not as much as realizing he may have lost Gin though.

"When it first started I wasn't really paying any attention to her, I would go out with her, make sure she had a good time then head over to Mags. But after a few dates I started to notice things. She had a sad smile most of the time when she looked at me, but it was when I checked my phone for like the fifth time when I took her for tacos that she finally just said, 'Ya know, I'm not stopping ya if there's someone more interesting to ya. You can go, I know I'm boring as sin anyway.' That made me really pay attention for the first time. Every time I met up with her after that I saw her smile so fucking brightly that it just warmed me to know that someone looked forward to spending time with me, and not just my dick. I wanted more with her the longer I spent with her, but there was the deal I had with Mags. I thought that Mags would get bored soon enough, they always do, but she didn't. She kept wanting to meet me. I'd text her to say I'll be over and that we needed to talk and she would answer the door in a robe or nothing at all, grab my dick and drag me in. Then before I knew it I was balls deep in her again. I figured that I'd just tell her next time when I woke up and she was passed out. But that never happened. And then I'd see I had a message from Gin and it hurt me to know that if she ever found out it would crush her."

Prez shook his head. "What I don't get is why, Griff? Gin is the best thing that has happened to ya. She can get Priest to fucking smile for fucks sake. She even made me laugh. She's a doll and you fucking trampled all over her and for what? And easy lay? I mean I get it Mags was fucking hot as hell and amazing in the sack, but if I had a girl like Gin I would never go anywhere near someone like Mags. Mags was playing everyone. She knows I don't trust easily after what my wife and step-brother did, and then she went and did the same thing with you. Not only that but she fucked over her friend who from what I could tell had never done a damn thing to hurt her at all. That girl was an angel and was way too good for the likes of us, but she wanted to be here. She wanted the family we had. And, damn it Griff, she fucking fit. She was one of the good ones, and after what her ex did it was a-fucking-mazing that she still was. But this shit? I don't think there is anything that will fix it, let alone get her back into our family again."

"What do I do? I went over to hers last night to try and explain but Priest wouldn't let me near her."

"Not surprised with that. Bet both Priest and Burn are gonna be her personal body guards for the foreseeable. And if I'm completely honest most of the brothers will be, myself included. As for what you should do? Not sure. I've only every been the one to get hurt, not the one that needed to fix things. But I will say this, don't even start it if you are gonna fuck it up again. I wont watch her go through that again. I could feel the heartbreak through the damn door. If you really wanna fix it, then make sure you're all in. And even then I'm not sure she will wanna fix it."

He opened a draw and brought out a bottle of Laphroaig Whiskey Select, then poured two glasses. "Ya know, I hate giving advise. Makes me feel old. Make me feel even worse if its from something like what you and that bitch did. I normally would have just ignored it, but I like Gin. She's like a sister to me. I want her to be happy. And you made her happy. Even when you were gone and she had been staying in your room to feel closer to ya. She'd have a few and complain that she missed ya. Then would start going on about how you made her feel. Gobby little shit when she's drunk, that one. But I like her, most of us here do. And if we had to choose between the two of ya, well..."he took a swig of his whiskey before driving his point home. "We wouldn't choose you." then he gave him a long hard look. "Your explanation is weak at best. If I had a fling going but met the girl I was wantin' to make my girl, you can bet your ass I wouldn't keep putting myself into a position where I knew I might end up fucking the bitch. You went to her place to call it off, you texted her to let her know that was the reason you were going over there. Really? What kinda moron do you take her for. She like getting dicked by you so much she was only too happy to fuck over her friend, so what did you think she was going to do? Just let you go without a fight? Nah, she played you. She knew you were coming and knew you weren't getting any from Gin, no matter how hard that girl tried. And she used that to her advantage. But then again you let her. You chose to let her know you were on your way to talk. You chose to meet her at her home. You chose to let your sexual frustration dictate what you did. It was all on you. You could have said no. You could have just texted her saying its done you weren't gonna see her any more. You could have done a whole number of things different, but you didn't. You made the crappy choices that you did, and now may have lost the one person who may well have been put on this earth for ya. Think about that before you try and fix things with her. Think about all of the choices you made and what you really want. Don't you dare go to her if your not one hundred percent sure she is it for you."

With that said he turned his chair to face the window, effectively dismissing him. "Oh and Griff? Remember there are other men out there who would only be too happy to show Gin that she is their world. Now get out."

Griff headed towards the stairs to go and wallow in self pity in his room when the outside door opened.

He looked over and saw the one person he never would have expected hereafter last night. She ran over to him and threw her arms round his neck sobbing pitifully.

He stood stock still. Not wanting to move even an inch.

Then growled, "Get off me." at the same time as his Prez yelled. "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?! YOU ARE NOT WELCOME HERE MAGS!"