The Bikers Sin. The Sinful Riders Book One

watching her

Griff hated this.

He was currently sitting in Burns car, watching his girl laugh and flirt with another man. A bastard who had always lusted after her. She was his and he wanted to keep her as only his.

He was so fucking pissed that he wasn't the one sitting there with her.

"I think we should go." Burn said suddenly, they had been watching the couple for close to an hour and they didn't look like they were leaving any time soon. "She is allowed to have fun, man. He is getting her to smile instead of scowling or crying for the first time since all this went down. The least you can do is let her enjoy herself."

"I can't. I love her. I should be the one who makes her smile."

Burn sighed, the frustrated sound filling the space, before he snapped. "So what if its not you, after everything that you did, do you really think that she doesn't deserves to feel like she is wanted? She told me that she was just a glorified teddy bear for you to hug at night. That is how you have made her feel. I mean, I'm not that much better, but the difference between the two of us is I'm not dating her. My loyalties are always with the club, but after she yelled at me. Told me that she doesn't even register on my radar." he paused for a moment to take a deep breath. "I know that I hurt her by doing what I did, I own that. I did what I did, not proud about it, and I cant change it. But I can try and earn her forgiveness. But again that's another thing that is different between us. I own up to what I have done, you have tried to blame everyone but yourself. You haven't tried to earn her forgiveness, you cant even stand to see her having dinner with someone else. Someone who is doing something that you can't, and that just burns you up. Someone else might be able to make her happy after what you put her through, and you just want to stop her. You just want her to only see you."

"What's wrong with that?"

Burn was silent for a moment. "You are, most likely, the dumbest piece of shit I have ever known. You want her for yourself even though for the whole of your relationship you have been nothing but a lying cheating scumbag. You're my friend, but fuck, I hate you for this."

Griff didn't say anything to that. What was there to say? He knew what Burn said was true but he just didn't wanna let her go.

What was he supposed to do?

How could he get her back?

Gin was having a blast.

She was sitting in her favorite restaurant, eating her favorite meal. She didn't really like the conversation, but she wasn't gonna complain about the company. The last time she was here she had been with Griff. She had had such a good time, and had been disappointed when he had just taken her home and left. Now even that sweet goodnight kiss he had given her has been marred with betrayal.

"Wow," Cody said, sounding shocked. "They seriously did all that? And she still expected you to hear her complaining about how her life sucked? Is there something wrong with her head? I mean clearly they are both fucked up, but she is all kinds of fucked up. Who the hell would even think about suggesting something like that anyway?"

"Someone who thinks the world should bow to them. I think the better question is who the hell accepts something like that." She was bitter, she knew that, but who could blame her. For the two months that she was with him she thought that they were a good match. That they had clicked. That he wanted to take it slow because he really cared about her.

Now she knew differently.

Now she knew that he had been running off every chance he had to fuck Mag's. She was such an idiot for thinking a guy like him would want her.

"Okay, so I think I get why your friend was talking about that stuff in the hallway now." he said. She blushed as she remembered her dear friend putting her foot in it. "And I gotta say, after hearing about what they, and especially he, did, I think I'm inclined to agree with her. You should have a bit of fun with someone else. You deserve it after all of that."

Why did she find it so easy to talk with him? Even about things like this.

Sure she had found it easy to talk with Griff as well, but Cody it was different. She had seen Cody naked, did she say wow before? Because, WOW. It was by accident of course, but still. She hadn't seen Griff naked, she wouldn't count seeing him without a shirt on, even though if she was to compare abs she was sure that Griff would win, hands down.

"Yeah, I'm not sure about that. I'm not the type of person to have sex with someone I don't really know."

"You know me."

For a moment she had thought that she had miss heard him. Surely he wasn't suggesting, what she was actually hoping, sorry, thinking that he was suggesting. Could he? "Sorry?"

"You know me. Plus you have seen me naked, so that takes the stress away." he winked at her.

"You haven't seen me naked though." Was she really thinking about this?

"True, but not gonna lie and say I haven't thought about what you would look like." he paused for a second. "Look, I'm not saying we jump right in, but we could maybe start slow. Like this? We could count it as a date, maybe? If that's okay with you, that is?"

She was shocked. What do you say to something like this?

She knew what she wanted to say, but did she have the courage to?

Finally she sighed. "I'm not sure. I haven't technically broken up with Griff."

"Yeah, I get that. But he was dating you and fucking her at the same time. Wasn't he?"

She nodded. She really didn't know what she should do. She wanted to say 'Yes, please.' but could she really do that to Griff?

After a moments thought she had decided.

Yes she could.

He had made her feel less like a girlfriend and more like a joke when she had found out. So why was she even considering his feelings at all. Did he consider hers when he had made that deal with Mags? No. Did he consider her feelings when he had kept going to some other woman for sex, when she had been all too willing? No, he hadn't!

So what was stopping her now?

And with that thought in mind, she stood, grabbed Cody's collar and pulled him in for a kiss.