Riding The Wind And Waves In Shura Field [Quick Wear]

1.18 - He exposed his secret

　　Bai Ze took out the information in the file bag. He looked at Shen Ran and said, "Even if I don't say anything now, you should have guessed what's in here, right?"

　　"I told you before, you will know everything sooner or later." Shen Ran coughed twice. He had been leaning on the sofa. His knee injury had not healed yet. The bandage on his forehead had been removed, but the hideous wound was still very obvious. He sighed, "Did Feifei give it to you?"

　　"Yes, he gave it to me. Isn't it because he knows all your secrets that you want to retaliate against him like this? Are you satisfied? He almost died..." Bai Ze sneered, and he gently shook the things in his hand and said, "For these things, you want to force someone to death? Shen Ran, how terrible is your heart?"

　　Shen Ran hadn't moved until he heard this. He then stiffly lifted his eyelids to look at him, then smiled and said, "So that's what he told you. So you believed it..."

　　"Then tell me, what is the truth? Is the information here true or false?" Bai Ze asked.

　　Shen Ran's eyes fell on the stack of information. He was silent for a long time and said, "It's true. All this information is true." He saw the photos on the information and the words "juvenile offender" on it... These were facts that he could not deny.

　　"Then what else do you want to say! Are you going to continue lying to me?" Bai Ze said sternly, "Why? Shen Ran... Tell me why, why didn't you tell me a word of truth from beginning to end, why did you hide so much from me, when I think about being with someone like you for three years, I feel terrified and disgusted."

　　Shen Ran's eyes were slightly red. He didn't know why, but he wanted to laugh. He pulled the corners of his lips and laughed with an ugly face, "Disgusting? The information is all true. I am a person who crawled out of the quagmire. My father is a murderer and my mother is a gambler. But what did I do wrong? Why do I have to bear the strange looks of others since I was a child! Why do I have to be bullied and beaten when I haven't done anything! Why do you lock me up in the yard and let the wolfhound bite through my hand! Why do you let me go through all this! If I don't deserve to have an ordinary... beautiful life... why do you let me live, why did you let me be born!"

　　Shen Ran's eyes were filled with tears. He choked and gritted his teeth. He choked and said, "You asked me if all this was true, then why didn't you ask me why it turned out like this?"

　　He quickly rubbed her shoulder to stop the tears from falling, and just lowered his head and said in a hoarse voice, "I didn't tell you this. I was wrong. I'm sorry."

　　His mood changed so quickly that Bai Ze was unable to react. Bai Ze looked at the person in front of him, opened his mouth, and finally turned his eyes away and said, "You don't have to say sorry to me, you should say this to Fei Fei."

　　Shen Ran's hands holding the pillow suddenly clenched, his knuckles turned white, his breathing was slightly choked, and then the corners of his lips raised, and he smiled, "Dream on."

　　He even raised his head and looked directly at Bai Ze, his eyes seemed to be looking at a stranger, and even said with a hint of sarcasm, "I can apologize to you and to all the fans, but I can't apologize to Fei Fei."

　　"You almost killed him!" said Bai Ze.

　　"If I had been as vulnerable as he was during the birthday party farce he planned, today would have been my seventh day." Shen Ran took a deep breath. His sudden emotional collapse just now seemed to be an illusion. He said indifferently, "If it's because of me deceiving you for three years, I'm willing to pay the price, but if it's because of Fei Fei, I advise you not to waste your energy on me... I'm not wrong, so I will never apologize."