Riding The Wind And Waves In Shura Field [Quick Wear]

3.29 - He is already dead, his soul has been scattered...don't force it

　　Shen Ran was lying on the bed, with the quilt covering him tightly, but blood was constantly flowing from the corners of his lips. His pupils were slightly dilated, and he barely opened his eyes, staring blankly at the ceiling.

　　"Shen Ran, I'm back, look at me." Chu Mu almost stumbled over. He almost tripped and fell to the ground in just a few steps. He almost knelt beside Shen Ran's bed, holding Shen Ran's hand with one hand, and said carefully, "I'm back, I found the five evil spirits... just hold on a little longer."

　　Chu Mu's hands were shaking, and he didn't know whether the blood on his palms was his own or Shen Ran's. But no matter what Chu Mu said, Shen Ran's expression didn't change at all. His hands hung limply, as if he couldn't hold anything.

　　"Chu Mu..." Shen Ran called softly. Chu Mu was clearly beside him, but he could not feel anything.

　　"I'm here, I'm here, Ranran, look at me." Chu Mu almost trembled as he held Shen Ran's hand tightly, choking with sobs, "I'm here...Ranran..."

　　"Chu Mu, I want to go home... I'm so tired." Shen Ran's voice was a little weak, even fuzzy. Chu Mu spent a lot of effort to barely hear what he was saying, "I'm so tired of living, it's too hard..."

　　"I'm by your side. If you persevere this time, you won't suffer anymore. It really won't suffer anymore. Shen Ran, don't give up like this. I beg you." Chu Mu's teeth were trembling. He lowered his head and rested it on the back of Shen Ran's hand, choking in a low voice, "Please don't leave me."

　　"Brother, the talismans..." Chu Yue saw the talismans slowly turning into green flames, and his face suddenly changed, "Brother, what's going on?"

　　Chu Mu turned around immediately after hearing this. When he saw the green flames filling the room, the color on his face suddenly faded and he said, "Shen Ran...Shen Ran!"

　　He immediately turned his head to look at Shen Ran lying on the bed. Shen Ran's eyes were slightly open. He barely raised his hand, as if he wanted to grab something, or as if he wanted to hold someone's hand. Chu Mu's eyes were red with anger. He almost rushed over and hugged Shen Ran tightly, saying sternly, "Don't go with them, Shen Ran, you can't leave!"

　　"I'm tired." Shen Ran seemed to be awake for a moment. He chuckled and asked, "Is it Chu Mu? Never mind... it's you, right? I'm so tired. If there is a next life, we shouldn't meet again. It's really sad."

　　"Ranran..." Chu Mu hugged Shen Ran again, his breathing a little hurried, "I don't want the next life, I just want this life, please."

　　If Shen Ran died, his soul would be scattered and there would be no next life. Now that he left this time, even if Chu Mu reincarnated a hundred times, he would no longer have anything to do with Shen Ran.

　　"I've always known... Bai An is Chu Yue." Shen Ran laughed weakly, he leaned in Chu Mu's arms and slowly closed his eyes.

　　"Shen Ran?" Chu Mu was slightly stunned when he noticed that Shen Ran didn't make any movement. He seemed to be unable to react and called out in a low voice, "Shen Ran? What's wrong with you? Are you asleep? You must be too tired?"

　　The green flames in the room burned more fiercely, and seemed to be unbearably hot. Even Chu Yue couldn't hold on and fled out of the room, but Chu Mu seemed to feel nothing. He sat on the bed, hugged Shen Ran tightly with his only remaining left arm, and murmured softly, "I found five evil spirits. I know you want to hear me admit my mistakes and listen to my explanation. When you get better, I will explain everything to you, okay?"

　　Shen Ran in his arms didn't move at all, and Chu Mu didn't force it. He just continued to hold Shen Ran, as if he was whispering to the person he was closest to. "I have already talked to the elders at home. From now on, Chu Yue will handle family affairs. I will take you around. Wherever you want to go, we will go. In the past three years together, you were always in poor health, and I also had to deal with family affairs, so we were always unable to go out together. When all this is done, we will go to a very far place, and visit all the places we have never been to. It doesn't matter if we don't go home for three to five years."