Riding The Wind And Waves In Shura Field [Quick Wear]

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　　[999: What does it feel like when you die? ]

　　【Shen Ran: It hurts a little. 】

　　Shen Ran was standing next to Bai Ze, watching him indifferently as he knelt beside the bed and whispered those words. He just felt it was a bit ironic. There are some people who regret only after they lose something, but what's the use?

　　He saw that Bai Ze's agent almost dragged Bai Ze away, and blood was stained on Bai Ze's clothes. If he guessed correctly, he would never want to celebrate his birthday again in his life.

　　When the police were investigating this traffic accident, they also communicated with Bai Ze. In just a few days, Bai Ze seemed to have lost all his strength. He lost weight at a speed visible to the naked eye, and his hair even turned a little gray. He stared blankly at the destroyed railing. This was where Shen Ran had rushed down.

　　"Before he died, the deceased had received a phone call, but he did not answer it. During the rescue process, we found that the phone was very close to him and he could have reached it, but for some reason, he gave up." The police told Xiaopang the results of the investigation truthfully. Bai Ze heard it clearly. He coughed several times, his eyes were red, and his voice was hoarse, "Why did he give up?"

　　"Because even if this incident hadn't happened, Brother Shen wouldn't be able to go on." Xiaopang glanced at Bai Ze. He now felt both disgust and sympathy for this man. He said, "When I went to Brother Shen's house to sort out his belongings, I found that his bupropion hydrochloride tablets were long gone. Later, I went to ask the doctor. His illness had not been cured, but he stopped taking the medicine. Do you know what this means?"

　　Bai Ze didn't say anything, but just stared at Xiao Pang, his breathing a little heavy.

　　"I told you before that when Brother Shen first went to the company, an artist in the company committed suicide. I was always afraid that he would take that path, but he still did." Xiaopang cried for several days and his throat was almost unable to speak. He choked up and said, "I don't know whether the ending of depression is more painful, or whether his death is more painful this way."

　　But both Xiaopang and everyone else knew that Shen Ran would reach that step sooner or later, it was just a matter of time.

　　"If I hadn't called him that day and told him about the cake..." Bai Ze lowered his eyes, his teeth chattering slightly, veins bulging on his forehead, "Would he not have been like this?"

　　"I don't know." Xiaopang said truthfully, "But these are all ifs. We don't have a chance to regret it. Now I understand what Brother Shen meant by the song "A Dream That Can't Be Wake Up". You are a dream that he doesn't want to wake up from. I thought you would be the light that saves him from the quagmire, but now I understand that you are his despair."

　　Shen Ran has experienced too much injustice and the coldness of human nature since he was a child. He has endured them all with gritted teeth. But finally, with Bai Ze, he understood what the deepest despair was. When he reached this point, he stopped and could no longer cross this hurdle.

　　*

　　On the day of Shen Ran's funeral, it was snowing, just like that day. He was buried in the ground in a small urn, with only a tombstone left to prove that he had ever been in this world.

　　All those who had once clamored for his death online shut up, changed their faces and started speaking sympathetic words, as if the people who had spoken ill of them before were not them, as if as long as they put on the mask of sympathy, no one would know what they had done.