Emma's pov
I'm doing my meal prep for the week, watching the YouTuber Janet ndomahina , for inspiration since I'm done with my fast I started by making my morning lower calorie smoothie.
1 cup of ice
I cup of blueberries
Half a scoop of pea plant protein powder
Half a cup of strawberries
A third of a banana
And six ounces of unsweetened vanilla almond milkI make that recipe five times, for each day of the week yet in between each back I wash all the dishes I use each time that's my orthorexia taking over I don't want anything from one smoothie spreading to the next. I take a sip of celery juice from my green celery juice and see my dad coming down the stairs.
"Hey sweetie" my dad says coming down the left stair case
" Hey daddy, I'm making my food for the week!" I say as I give him a hug.
" That's great honey, make sure to have some variety I have to head to work." He states while running a comb through his shoulder length blonde hair, adding in a bit of jel in front of the mirror.
" Okay, a I will! Love you!"
" Love you Emma have a nice day"I move on into making my lunches a salad for Monday
Two cups of lettuce
Two and a half ounces of chopped cucumber
Two ounces of chopped tomatoes
Half an ounce of chopped olives
Five grams of red onions
And half an ounce of a vinegary dressing on the side.
The rest of my meals for the week will have meat. Thursday I'll be having chicken nachos.
Grain nachos
A cup and a half of chicken ( Cayenne pepper and salt for seasoning)
An ounce of corn
An ounce of tomatoes
One and a half ounces of olives
Half an ounce of red onions
Half an ounce of jaleponeons
An ounce of red and green salsa on the side.
As my video ends I take a break from meal prepping and watch a karmelita fox video.
___________________________________
Cate's pov
Finally no one is home so I start packing my food for tomorrow while filming an intro into my video diary.
" I plan on not purging at all this week, so I'm making some of my basic safe foods. Unlike Emma and I can not meal prep for the whole week I just make the fooni want for the day!"
I stop and add some cucumber and lemon into my water and take a large gulp.
" For Monday lunch I'm making homemade well half homemade vegan pizza. " With how often I'm filming myself maybe I should start a YouTube channel.
" I bought this vegan dough from the store and some vegetables and vgan cheese to put on it, the dough is nine inches after it's baked so, as long as I don't binge I will be eating this Monday and Tuesday. "
I take out the dough and being to add on
Half a sliced green bell pepper
Dried chillie
Half a cup of dried tomatoes
An ounce of dried pepperoncinis
A pinch of cilantro
And some basil
And an ounce of sliced cucumbers.
I added on my vegan cheese and put it in the over to bake.
I turned back to the camera.
" I just opened up the cabinet and saw a new unopened packaged of Oreos and we have vanilla ice cream in the fridge. I'm not going to eat any though I'll just have a glass of water and this apple."
But even as I say it I know I won't stop at the apple I'm hungry for those cookies I want the cookies. I reach up and turn off the camera my school week hasn't closed yet so I can purge the cookies man ice cream.
And an hour later with my pizza out of the over and packed up for tomorrow is exactly what I'm doing.
But I didn't stop at an entire package of ice cream and half a tub of ice cream. No then I had four glasses of orange juice, two giant salads and a milkshake chased with bottles of water and a popsicle stick to make purging easier.
I think I myself
" This is why you can't be a YouTuber, you have so little self control youd rather vomit your food up then not eat. " I turn on my camera.
" Purged Again, but it's okay because, my school week hasn't begun yet. I just need to find better distractions whenever I want to binge and I'm not even hungry." I look into my reflection into the bathroom mirror, I won't lie face aside my body looks good I had been eating pretty healthy. I snap a faceless picture with my hand reaching to my belly from around my back.
I caption it :
Mia queen.
Then I post on Tumblr.
___________________________________________
Lee's pov
I'm trying to make some good food options for the next week.
I've been looking for good inspiration.Of course I have my quest Pop tarts, cookies, chips and what not but those are snacks not meals. I still need things other than green apples. Oranges and bananas.
So I turn on my tv and watch a few Sanne violet videos for inspiration and I decided to make chicken sandwiches for Tuesday and Thursday.
2.5 ounces of air fried chicken
3 ounces of spinach
6 cherry tomatoes
1 ounce of chopped zucchini
1.5 ounces of chopped red bell pepper
5 grams of parmesan cheese.
For Monday and Wednesday I watch a Linda sun video for inspiration and decided on a veggie plate and protein spaghetti.
12 mini carrots
5 cherry tomatoes
Three full sticks of celery cut into thirds
Two ounces of snap peas
And
2.5 ounces of broccoli.For the spaghetti I make
3.5 ounces of barrila protein pasta
1 ounce of meat flavored pasta sauce
Two ounces of 97/3 ground beef
I packed two additional fruits for every day and three protein snacks.
For Friday I'll pick up a chipotle bowl. I never cook my food in oil so getting oiled up chipotle food is a bit of a treat and gives me energy for heavy workouts on Fridays.
YOU ARE READING
Competition
Novela JuvenilA story about a group of friends that represents different eating disorders and body types. COMPLETE strong themes but this is a harm reduction focused story love body image self esteem issues friendship dynamics WILL TAKE REQUESTS!! #1 weight l...