Heir to the Moon (GxG)

Capitulum 32

After a few hours of reading I was mentally exhausted. Aita had left us a while ago, Dani and I had been stuck in this dusty old room. In between the reading, I had needed Dani to explain words to me. I stretched and eyed Dani, who still seemed to be completely intrigued with the book about Lycanthropy. 'You know,' she spoke suddenly. 'when I first saw you I was surprised you didn't know you were a Lycan.'

'I am not much of a Lycan.' I sighed, turning the pages but the words weren't sticking anymore. Dani chuckled as she watched me, 'Let's go for a walk, I need to stretch my muscles.' She closed the books, yet didn't bother to put them back on the shelves. My eyes were still drawn to the small book, I sighed as I followed Dani outside.

I tucked myself deeper into my hoodie, the early fall has passed, it must be well into November now. The skies have been low and grey these past few days, the rain has fallen as thick as any I've ever seen. Every drop of rain had the icy kiss of winter, a promise of the season that follows. The breeze had a way of moving my hair, it carried the fragrance of the earth, the trees already tinged with red and gold.

'Did you know white werewolves are royal?' Dani suddenly spoke,

I shook my head.

'The first wolves were white and its said they were the Royal bloodline. Your mother had a white Lycan, meaning she was the Royal Lycan Queen and you are the heir to the throne.'

'What about Kena?' I frowned as I let her words sink. 'She has a white wolf, she just isn't a Lycan yet.'

Her eyes instantly met mine, 'What do you mean, yet?'

'When Alcione marked Leto, they pulled me into this Celestial world between wolf and human. I could feel.. Lycans thrive there. I could feel it in Leto, I could feel it in the wolves surrounding me and I... could feel it in Alcione.'

Dani her eyes widened, 'Does she know?'

I quickly shook my head, 'No, I mean I don't think so. I didn't tell her yet,' I ran my hand through my hair, 'I am just.. so confused.'

I felt conflicted, I felt anger. This anger has been around for awhile now, escaping when I'm away from those I love. I'm angry at my parents in a way, I'm angry at the many wrong doings in my old pack. I am angry at myself, for being a weak Luna. A weak Lycan. Leto growled softly in the back of my hand, not agreeing with what I said.

My emotions have been a rollercoaster, they're a push and pull. I dropped to my knees, pressing my hands against my temples. Trying to suppress the little voice in the back of my mind. The weight of the Lycan line was heavy on my chest and shoulders, a growl escaped me as I felt the anger surge through me. 'You aren't worthy of being a queen. You can barely protect yourself.' The voice sounded disoriented.

Dani eyed me, 'Acc.. calm down.'

Her voice was just a mere whisper in the back of my mind, I was fighting myself. I was suffering in my own personal hell. 'Accalia!' A voice suddenly sounded, overpowering the other one. It sounded sweet, caring yet so powerful. 'Save Brynn.. Brynn..'

'Accalia, stop!' Dani her voice pulled me out of my thoughts. Dani was eye level with me, 'What the hell happened?'

My head was throbbing, confusion rushed through me as I eyed our surroundings. The forest in front of me send a shiver down my spine. The scorched ground and still that smell of burning that lingers despite the rain. 'What happened?'

Dani eyed me, 'You tell me.'

'Did I do that?' I pointed to the trees in front of me.

Dani frowned, 'Yes?' Suddenly she wrapped her arms around me as she pulled me against her. Only then I realized I was crying and I couldn't stop. Letting the tears roam free, soaking up Dani her sweater. After a few minutes I pulled away, 'I am so sorry.'