Your POV
For the past few days I wouldnt leave my room, I would turn on the lights or open the blinds, I wouldnt even eat... The boys would have to force me to... I did nothing.
Then the Zoe and the rest of the girls came over and helped me. I let it all out. I cried on Ashley's shoulder as they gave me advice. I've never needed more hugs before.
Without Simon I felt empty...
I could still hear him... He said he hated me...
I'm over him... But I just can't remove that part of me that still loves him
Simons POV
I've been spending the past few days, lying around doing nothing... I can't sleep or eat. I wouldn't even turn on the lights... If I wasn't in my room I was out drinking...
The stupid mistake I've done... Why? Why did I do that? I shouldn't have said all of that crap... I was just mad. I would do anything to still be with her... But she no longer feels the same...
*flash back*
"Are you okay?" I heard Josh
"Yeah I'm fine" I could hear her
Your POV
"You sure?" Josh asked me
"Yes... I don't love him anymore..." I lied.
"Whatever your decision..." He hugged me
I can't live without him...
... I need him
Simons POV
What have I done? Me and my stupid mouth!
I miss her...
I miss everything we used to do...
Now I don't wake up next to her,
Now I don't eat,
I don't sleep,
I can't kiss her
I can't live without her...
...I need her
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Starting Over v.2// a miniminter FF
FanfictionVersion 2 Y/N Zerker has returned to London and has been invited to live with Josh and his friends. One of them catches her eye. But will her past come back to ruin it all again?
