The Tour

13

"You are doing a brilliant job at royally fucking me off" I shouted storming into Lukes dressing room

"What have I done now" he said as I threw my phone at him

"Look at your own Instagram story you asshole" I snapped as he shook his head

"This was to distract everyone don't flatter yourself" he said pointing to the photo on my phone screen "there's clearly no forever here Nicky, I just wanted the attention away from us having sex" he explained as I shook my head

"I was about to release a statement saying we'd broke up you idiot" I shouted feeling angrier and angrier by his lack of emotion and expression

"Oh I know that I saw it coming a mile off. But for the sake of the fans we are still together okay?" He said as I shook my head at him not wanting anymore lies "if we say we've broken up then everyone is going to speculate and watch our every moves for the rest of the tour. Every song you sing and every slight movement that is different to the norm will be plastered all over Twitter and I don't want that so please just leave it a few more weeks Nicky and after that you can wash your hands of me forever" he explained as I sighed

I knew he was right but there's a part of me that just didn't want to admit that he was right and boost his ego anymore. A breakup announcement mid tour would just make things more awkward and probably add bad press as well for both me and the band.

"As soon as the tour is done I'm posting the statement" I said sharply as he nodded

"And so will I" he replied as I smiled and walked out of the room.

Although the tour had been amazing so far I was well and truly ready to leave and never see Luke again. The last 24 hours had been running through my head mixed in with the dread of what I do in a few weeks when I leave mine and Luke's house in LA. Where do I go? Do I stay in LA? Hell do I stay in America? Will it be better for me to live in London again? All of these things were decisions I never imagined I'd be making but here we are.

"Oh this is Nicky" a voice said as I looked up at the floor seeing Michael stood with a stranger. He was tall, muscular, brunette and covered in tattoos.

"Nicky this is Oli" Michael explained as I smiled at them both

"Nice to meet you" Oli said with a Yorkshire accent making my smile rise. Although Yorkshire was nowhere near London it was nice to hear another English accent when I'd been surrounded by Americans and Australians the last few months.

"Yorkshire?" I said as he smiled

"Sheffield" he replied as I nodded feeling butterflies start to gather in my stomach.

"It's super nice to have another Brit here" I joked as he nodded

"I can imagine! My band is all British so we at least have each other. I can't imagine being alone" he replied

"You're in a band?" I questioned as he nodded and Michael looked at me as if I was stupid

"Nicky you seriously don't know Oli is in bring me the horizon!" Michael blurted as I felt my cheeks burn up clearly embarrassed as I shook my head

"Don't embarrass the girl Michael" he said placing his hand on my shoulder. There are those damn butterflies again. "Don't worry I don't run around expecting people to know me" he laughed as I nodded.

"We best get going" Michael explained as Oli nodded

"Was nice to meet you Nicky I'll see you again soon" he smiled before walking away leaving me stood there still with butterflies wizzing around. The muscular tattooed type had never been my type of guy. Luke was always my ideal type but there was something about this Oli guy I was drawn to and was now ingrained into my brain

"That your new boyfriend?" a voice that was clearly Luke's shouted from behind me as I shook my head

"Fuck off Luke" I shouted back showing him my middle finger as I walked off towards my dressing room