Love on the brain

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It's been a month since Mr J and I's first physical encounter and all I can say is, there was many more after that. I won't say we're in a relationship but we're getting to know each other in so many different ways, not just sexually. He takes care of me, he spoils me and he makes sure I'm satisfied, if you know what I mean. I'm really happy here, even though I'm happy at another woman's expense or rather another family's expense. He is going through something with the mother of his child.

Not to use it as an excuse or a justification for our actions but, they really are. He doesn't even live with her anymore. He said he wants to leave her but he doesn't know how because they have a baby together. That's why I'm angry at him now actually. We had an argument about how I feel bad about being the other woman and nothing will make me feel better about the situation but him doing things right. I broke things off with him, I need him to think clearly without me in the picture.

I know I should be having fun with him and not catch feelings but how do I have fun with a man who's afraid of getting caught. I mean, the thrill of doing something we aren't supposed to be doing will always take control and win but it's just not right. Not only are we hiding this from his baby mama, but college.

We've been hiding it well at school. We don't even talk to each other like that during classes, we keep our extra classes professional and then during weekends, it's our time to shine. No one knows about this but Mo of course. My dad hasn't been home for this whole month, he went overseas for work so it was the best time for me to be free.

I put on my biker shorts and an oversized hoodie. He hates it when I wear oversized clothes but why do I give a damn about what he wants when he couldn't care less about what I want. He sent a message to say he's outside and i ignored it. I finished putting some perfume and putting on my Airforce 1s.

"You don't see me texting you?" He said calmly as he looked at my outfit. I looked at him before unbuckling my seatbelt and opening the door. I'm not going to stand for this. "Naledi, please" he said and I got back inside. I haven't spoken to him for a week now, things are just rocky right now. "What do you wanna eat?" He asked me as we drove in silence. "Burger King" I said softly and he kept looking at me.

He put his hand on my thigh, without thinking I moved it off me and he chuckled as he rubbed his chin. He pulled up to a window and I made my order. "We can't carry on like this" he said as he gave me my food and drove away. "You've come to your senses now" I said and he just kept quiet. His driving got aggressive and faster, like he was getting furious. This behaviour turned me on, I can't lie. He thinks I haven't been in a car like this? He thinks I'm gonna get scared? I smirked before putting some fries in my mouth.

We got to his apartment and he opened the door for me. I hopped out and made my way to his apartment door. I've been here way too many times to let him lead me, he might as well give me his keys. As we entered his apartment, the tension between us was intense. He locked the door behind me and turned to look at me.

"Let's talk about the issue here" he said and I shrugged, "I'm all ears." I walked towards the dining room and he slowly walked towards me. "I want to do right by you" he said and I chuckled a bit. "Right by me?" I repeated, I was skeptical. "How can you do that if you're still tied to her?"

He took a deep breath, I can tell it's heavy on him. "I'm trying to leave her, Naledi. I swear." I shake my head in disbelief, "try harder" I say softly but loud enough to hear me. He grabbed my arm and pulled me closer. "You don't understand..." he breathed down my neck and sent shivers down my spine.

"I understand perfectly," I interrupted, my voice was raising in frustration. "You're scared and you're using me as an escape." His eyes flashed with anger, but I saw the truth in them. He knew I was right. As much as I wasn't catching feelings, I felt my heart break a little. He suddenly pulled me closer to him and his lips crashed against mine. I resisted at first but his kiss turned me on in so many ways, it made me weak.

"Stop playing games with me Jermaine" I call him by his name as I pulled back. "I'm not playing games" he growled softly, his hands grabbing my waist. "I want you Naledi, all of you" he demanded and I fell for it, like I always do. Our lips clashed again, this kiss was laced with passion and a bit of roughness, we missed each other.

He picked me up and led me to his bedroom. Once we got there I pushed him away from me as I took off my hoodie and threw it on the ground. He walked towards me and pinned me on the wall, his body crushing mine, I could feel his hard member. "You want me to leave her?" He whispered as he kissed my neck and held my hands above my head. "I'll leave her. For you."

I rolled my eyes, he stopped kissing me and looked at me. "Prove it" I continued. I felt my biker shorts get ripped and he slammed himself in me which made me scream in pleasure and surprise. "You want me to prove it?" He asked me and I threw my head back and I tightly wrapped my legs around him.

He put me on the bed and kissed me passionately one last time before reaching for the hand cuffs on the side of the bed. For the kinky sex we have, we have a safe word, "Gadget". I've only used it once when he kept tickling me, I hate it. "Don't you ever, question my intentions again" he said firmly as he locked it. He reached for the leg spreader under the bed and I smiled.

He gave me head, head that had me screaming for my life, he knows how to please me I thought. He came in between my legs and rubbed himself on my opening teasing me. "Please" I mumbled and he massaged my thighs. "Use your words" he demanded and I screamed please. He pushed himself deep within my wet walls and I gasped with every stroke he gave me.

"You feel so good right now baby" he said as he stroked me for a while before stopping. "No no no, don't stop" I begged and he sucked in my titties. "Beg me to take you, to fill you, tell me how much you need me" he commanded. "I need you so much" I sobbed as I felt his tongue trace up to my ear. "I can't hear you" he whispered. "I need you daddy, make me come, please" I beg and I felt him push himself in again.

"I want to feel you inside me daddy, don't stop!" I moaned out of passion, feeling myself release and so as he. He fell on me and kissed my neck. He unlocked the cuffs and disengaged the leg spreader and I immediately wrapped my legs and arms around him. I held him to me as I kissed his neck. "We're not done" I said as I traced my fingertips on to his member

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