Love on the brain

The pressure

Mr J's hands were lingering on my lower back, they spread open applying pressure. I could tell he was hesitant. Without a word, he slid his hands under my arms and lifted me from the floor. I wrapped my legs around his waist, feeling his body heat on mine. "What are you doing" I whispered, he could hardly hear my voice.

He didn't answer me, he carried on taking me to his office, making no mistakes of dropping me or tripping. He walked carefully down the short hallway, into his office. He shut the door behind us and put me down. He locked the door and walked towards me, his hands went straight to my hips and our faces were so close together, the tension between us crackled. "This is crazy" he whispered. I nodded, my heart was racing, the anticipation?

"Let's be crazy together" I said softly. His eyes searched mines. He leaned in and I could feel his soft lips brush against mine, it felt illegal but it was too good. He kissed me so gently, but that gave way to hunger. I grabbed him and he pulled me closer to him, so close I could feel him get hard. His hands roamed from my back to my ass and I let out a soft gasp, how I missed this. The passion was explosive, we wanted each other so much.

I pushed and went to his desk pushing everything off so I could sit on it. He came to me and attacked my lips with kisses, wet, sloppy kisses. I felt his hand grab my neck and he stopped kissing me. "Can you handle more?" He asked me with a husky voice. "I nodded" and he tightened his grip. "Tell me what you want sweetheart" he commanded and I nodded while saying yes. He turned me around and had my back against his front while he kissed my neck.

He kept touching my body but he avoided my cookie, I wondered why. He massaged my inner thigh while kissing my neck and I felt myself get wetter with every touch. "Finger me" I whispered softly, my voice was barely heard. "Show me what you want princess" he said as he stopped touching me. I turned around and took his veined hands and led them to my vagina. "Finger me" I commanded and he asked me if I'm sure and I said I was.

I felt his finger stroke my soft walls. I threw my head back as he kept hitting it right. I bit my lip before grabbing his head and kissing him. I felt so good, I felt like I'm going to get an orgasm, he was so good. "You like that princess?" He asked me as I grind to the rhythm of his hands. "Yes" I moaned and he stopped. He put his fingers in his mouth before kneeling down, not breaking eye contact, and giving me head.

I felt like screaming but we're at school so I just kept it to myself. I pushed his head back as I felt like I'm getting sensitive down there but he didn't stop. "You wanted this so take it" he said as he continued to give me head.

Once I got my orgasm from just head and fingering I felt unsatisfied, like I wanted more. He took a seat on his chair and I took off my underwear and threw it to him. "Give me your all" I said as I walked towards him. He was turned on I can tell, he tried to control himself by stopping but we're not doing that today.

I walked over to him and kneeled down while I looked up at him with just my eyes, making him fold. "What are you doing, you don't have to" I cut him short as I unzipped his pants and rubbed on him. "I want to please you" I said softly as I held his big, erected member and stroked it. He is probably thinking I'm a freak, but I'm not, I haven't even given a man head before.

His eyes rolled back as he enjoyed being in my mouth and deep in my throat. His groans made me crave him so much, "I'm gonna cum" he said as his body tensed up and he kept pulling my hair. I immediately stopped and straddled him right after that. I slowly sat on him and he was in shock. We're not even using protection.

"Naledi?" His voice quivered and threw my head back as I balanced myself with his shoulder. "Fuck" I kept moaning as it felt good for him to be deep in me but he was too big. He stopped us and bent me over the table and stroked me from there. He held my hands to the back and started stoking faster. I tried to stay quiet but I couldn't.

"You belong to me" he kept groaning and I tried to nod my head but Everytime I'd nod he'd stop. "I'm yours!" I gasped out of breath. He just kept going. "My knees are getting weak" I moaned and he turned me around and I was laying on the table. He rubbed on my clit while he kept stroking me. "I want to make you feel as good as you make me feel princess" he said as he carried on. "You look so beautiful baby!"He complimented me and I felt my stomach fill up with butterflies. "Right there" I moaned a bit louder.

I felt my body reaching my climax as I let out a loud gasp and I grabbed the side of his desk. "Fuck" I cried as I felt my lady part release some type of liquid and he came on my stomach too. "We came together?" He said as he pulled out and caught some air. He took a tissue and wiped me clean. "I love how you respond to me, you really surrendered to me" he said before kissing me again.

What did I just do

I thought to myself, feeling guilty. He hugged me tightly as he stroked my hair and kissed my forehead. "You seem worried, let's talk about this." He suggested and I felt a tear fall down my cheek. "I just had the most amazing sex with somebody else's boyfriend, somebody's father. It's wrong" I said softly and he still kept me in a hugging position. "I'm sorry you feel that way and I don't mean to put you in a position where you blame yourself for what we both did." He explained as he kissed my forehead.

"The attraction is real and this was bound to happen. I don't want you to think you're a home wreck. You'll be wrecking a home that's already wrecked if you wanna call yourself one" he said and somehow it made me feel better. He took my underwear and put it on me. He dressed me up as he kissed every inch of my body. "You bring out the good in me and it's wrong how it's happening but it's the truth." He said and I smiled. "You should trust me Naledi" he said as he looked deeply into my eyes, through to my soul. "I'm yours, you're mine. What we did was incredible, our energy is undeniably strong and I'd hate for us to stop this right before starting it" he continued.

"However, we can't be doing this here. This is my workplace and it's unprofessional."

I nodded because I agree. He was so gentle with me, he respected me and he cared about my emotions and made sure I went home with a whole heart and not feeling empty or like something was taken away from me. "I'm honestly just tired" I said as I got off the desk and my legs were still wobbly. "You'll be fine" he said and I smiled before getting my bag. "I enjoyed this" he said as he held my hand and kissed it.

"I did too Mr J" I said, trying to remember that this isn't a dream. I really just had sex with my lecture. Not just any type of sex, raw sex.