Love on the brain

I Know

I rubbed my eyes as I woke up from the nap we took, I stretched out my arm to feel Jermaine next to me but he wasn't there. I slowly grabbed my phone and scrolled down to Kabelo's contact and my instincts told me I should call him so I did. I looked over at the baby monitor and I could tell Jermaine was sitting with his daughter.

"Hey Brat" he answered the phone and I simply said hi. "What do you want from me?" I asked softly with my hoarse voice. "What happened to 'how are you, I'm good and you?'" He asked and I kept quiet. "I called to tell you, we need to link up, I have something important to tell you. Can I drop by and see you?" He asked. "I'm busy, look I'll tell you when we can meet, you're still very much alive right?" I asked and he quietly said yeah. "I'll talk to you when I talk to you" I said before hanging up the call. I feel so bad for cutting him off like that. He could be genuinely going through something and I'm just dismissing him.

I got up and wore my hoodie and Jermaine's sweats. I walked to Gabriella's room and I stood at the door frame. "Hi" I whispered with a smile as I looked at Jermaine feed his daughter. He kept telling me to come in but I refused, this is no way to meet his daughter and I don't think we should be doing that right now. I walked to the dinning room and relaxed as I switched on the Tv just for background sound.

I heard Jermaine's footsteps as he approached me and sat on the couch. I turned to look at him and he was carrying Gabriella. "Uhm Jermaine?" I asked as I tried moving away from him. "You're afraid of my baby?" He asked as he burped her. "No, I don't wanna get attached" I said and he chuckled.

"I thought we said you're mine, maybe I should clarify the 'forever' part" he said and I laughed softly. "I never said yes to all of that." I looked him in his eyes before looking down at my fingers. "I'm scared to do this with you Jermaine, there's a lot of things we're going to have to deal with like my parents. They're not going to be pleased that you're 26 years old and I'm 19, it's crazy. What's worst is you have a daughter already. We have to hide it from school..." I just kept going and he smiled as he kept listening to me.

"We can take it slow for now, keep it to ourselves and enjoy it in private" he said as he carried his daughter normally, getting her ready to sleep again. "I'll be yours, officially" I said and he smiled widely. "You heard her Gabby? She's gonna be mine officially, that's your step mama!" He joked and I gently pushed his arm. "Don't say that!" I laugh. "You're trying to escape teenage pregnancy just to be a stepmother?" He laughed and I stood up and walked to the bathroom to pee.

I was nervous for what's coming for me. I don't know what to expect from a 26 year old dad with his crazy baby mother and his brother I've had sex with. I don't even know how to tell him about Jabari, is it even worth it? It's not like there's anything else happening with us. We met at the hallway as I got out of the toilet and he was closing the baby's door.

I felt his strong hand grab my waist and he attacked me with kisses. "Babe, no!" I said and he chuckled. "You just called me babe for the first time" as he grabbed my ass and pinned me on the wall. "You know, I'm trying it out" I said as I pushed him and tried to make my way to the kitchen but he picked me up and put me on the counter.

"I can't get over you!" He said as he took off my sweatpants and my underwear. I felt his warm tongue devour my vagina making me gasp for air. "Jermaine" I moaned and he thrusted his finger in while he sucked my clit. I grabbed his head and put up my legs as I enjoyed the rhythm that he was going at. "You want me?" He asked and I couldn't say anything. I felt him stop and walk across the kitchen like everything is normal.

"Jermaine?" I groan in frustration. "I was so close, why'd you stop?" I asked as I got off the counter and walked to him. "Should we order in or do you want me to cook?" He asked. "Finish me off before anything really... is that even an option?" I asked and he grabbed his phone to order food. I know he's playing with me right now.

I grabbed my sweats from the ground and put them in his room with the rest of the clothes I was wearing and walked to the dinning room where he sat on his couch trying to order food. I sat on the coffee table and made direct eye contact with him while I pleased myself, something he hates me doing.He scrunched his face and I bit my lip as I rubbed my own clit and let out soft moans. He ordered pasta, lasagna and bolognaise.

"This is what you choose to do? What did I say about this?" He said with his firm voice and I smirked as I stood up to him. "Show me how disrespectful I am daddy" I said softly as I sucked my own fingers and it tipped him off. He pulled me down to him and grabbed my hair as he pushed himself balls deep into me. I let out a deep moan, one that came from the bottom of my stomach. As much as I was on top of him, he did most of the work. "Whose pussy is this?" He asked and I chuckled, "mine" I said being difficult.

He bent me over and spanked me so hard I gasped. "Let's try again" he said as he stroked my wetness out. I couldn't stop moaning, he did it right. "Whose pussy is this?" He asked me as he stroked deep and took it out continuously. "Yours daddy" I moaned, feeling my knees get weak. I felt his hand pat and rub my clit and I knew he wanted me to come. "I'm coming" I moaned out loud and he groaned, "not until I say so"

"Come for me princess" he said and I felt myself release everything. He came on my back and he held me tight so I don't fall. He fetched the towel and wiped me. "You need help to go to the toilet?" And I chuckled, "yeah."