Love on the brain

Dance for you

"Pookie, I'm taking the kids to your mom, is that fine?" I asked him as I put on my black jumpsuit, my black leather coat and my shimmery knee length heels. I looked at my tiny figure and I smiled, I'm slowly going back to normal but this wrinkled belly is gonna be the death of me. "Yeah sure" he said as he continued showering. "I'm out then" I said and he said his goodbyes. I'm such a simple girl, no make up, my lashes were done and my hair was installed. All I did was brush my hair and put on my shoes.

I buckled the girls up and Liya couldn't stop crying. "You know what, I'm taking you to your daddy because I don't understand what's happening with you lately" I said as I drove to Kabelo's mom's place first. I got my license 5 months back so I've been transporting myself everywhere and using my man's BMW. I love this car, it's my favourite and when his mother gave it to him, I jumped for joy.

"Hey ma" I said to Kabelo's mom as I walked in the house with both babies. "Are you dropping both of them off" she asked as she gave me a hug. "Oh no, I'm just dropping off Ona because Jermaine wants to see Liya." I said to her as she took Ona out of her carrier. "It's nice to see you baby girl, you look like you're in a rush" she said and I nodded with a smile. "I'm planning a surprise for Kabelo, he has been so stressed lately about school and his work" I said and she understood. I kissed Ona goodbye before walking out the house with Liya.

Our parents don't really know we're 'engaged' or whatever this is. We just told them we're together and the ring is a promise ring but I could never wear this ring in front of my dad, he'd kill me. I hopped back into the car and drove towards Jermaine's house. I put on some Summer Walker and jammed with my girl. "You have to love Summer baby, mommy is obsessed with her which means you have to be too" I said as I was arriving to Jermaine's house.

I rang at the gate and got access. "Okay baba, you're gonna be with daddy for a while but I don't think for too long. I need to take you to the doctor." I said as I picked her up and she cooed. I smiled at what I created, she is too beautiful and she had black rich hair, she's really fully a Zulu queen, mainly thinking about Thulani and the fact that Jermaine's first name is Khaya.

I shook my head at the thought and how crazy things are in his family. Apparently, Nia and Thulani met during school holiday's, Nia visited Cape Town for the whole of December. Once they made Khaya, Jermaine Sage, he would barely see them but her parents would make a plan here and there, just so they can be closer to each other . Nia moved to South Africa to be with him, once she was finished school, she fell pregnant and then he left. Jermaine being Jermaine, he removed his first name completely and forgot about it.

"Hey Pale" I said to her as I watched her open the door, wearing Jermaines shirt like I used to, but it's all over now. I walked in with all Liya's stuff. "I'll call Jermaine" she said and I nodded as I sat on the couch. "Hey Mama" he said, shirtless, looking dazed, I can't help but wonder what they were doing. "Hey dada" I responded as I handed Liya over.

"What happened to..." I interrupted him as I stood up. "Liya's getting sick, we should take her to the doctor tomorrow" I said as I looked at Liya and he slowly nodded. I kissed my baby goodbye and walked towards the door. I looked back at him and I saw him looking at me, like he saw a dead person. I'm back and I'm better, I think to myself. "Say bye to Pale for me" I say before winking at him.

One thing about Jermaine? He can't stay loyal to save his life. That man will fuck on his baby mama's and I... I think I'm done with that life. "He keeps getting finer by the day, and seeing him with Pale makes me... no, no... I have Kabelo who I'm surprising and fucking tonight." I say to myself, trying to contain my thoughts. I got into my car and drove to Sandton city.

I walked in Bras N Things and I saw beautiful lingeries that I think would get Kabelo a little surprised. "Thank you" I smiled as I walked out the shop, I bought the right kind of lingerie, I hope this doesn't flop. I drive straight home, without any detours, without wasting time. I played Dance for you on repeat because today because to it's all about my man.

When Beyoncé said : Imma take this time, to show you how much you meant to me, cause you are all I need. No money can emphasise or describe the love that's in between the lines boy look into my eyes, while I'm grinding you. This is beyond sex, I'm high on you. If it's real then you know how I feel...

I got home and I got excited immediately. "Pookie?" I called and he opened the office door. "I was starting to miss you!" He said as he stood at the top of the stairs and I walked to him. "I have something to show you" I said, I realised he was in a meeting in the office. "I'll give you attention in 2 minutes" he said. "It's such a dumb meeting but I'll attend to you in a quick second" he said and I smirked, knowing what I'm up to.

I put on the lingerie, my perfume, the one he likes and I put on my stilettos and my coat. It's cold but I had to just brace myself. I walked to his office and stood by the door and he looked at me while he quickly muted himself. "Brat" he smiled. I opened my coat, exposing the soft black chemise that showed every part of my body. He logged out the meeting and closed his laptop, "come here" he whispered with his raspy voice. I stood above him and his hands explored every part of my body. His eyes were in disbelief of what he was staring at. I put his laptop in the bag and pushed everything aside so I can sit and keep the eye contact. This looks familiar, I thought as he stood up and attacked my lips with kisses

Flashback

I pushed him and went to his desk pushing everything off so I could sit on it. He came to me and attacked my lips with kisses, wet, sloppy kisses. I felt his hand grab my neck and he stopped kissing me. "Can you handle more?" He asked me with a husky voice. "I nodded" and he tightened his grip. "Tell me what you want sweetheart" he commanded and I nodded while saying yes. He turned me around and had my back against his front while he kissed my neck.

End of flashback

I stood up, walked towards the door and he followed me. I walked in the bedroom and  I turned around to see him. His soft lips caressed mine and I felt him gently lifting me so he can put me in the bed.

"Let's talk about this" I said as I slowly broke the kiss.