"You must be aware of your next love."
I wonder who will be. The only two people I could think of was Matias or whoever I'll meet in Mexico. I hope it's neither. I'm tired.
I used to want to be with someone so badly. But now that I know everything that comes with a relationship, I don't. It's a lot of work. And now I have to worry if they are or aren't virgins??? For God's sake, I had enough worries already.
I'm done with men, for real. I keep writing it but I am.
I get the same crap over and over again, it's always the same. They're all like: "I want your body" "I want to see your bra" "Will you do this for me?" "Can I have some money please?" "I don't want to disappoint you" "I'm not a good person" "I am anxious sorry" "Your dumb" "I am going to change" "I'm not enough for you" "I'm gonna do blablabla for you, I'm gonna shower you with gifts, I'll be better for you, you make me better"
Can't believe how much crap I've taken over the years.
No more giving my heart. No more giving myself. I deserve peace. I owe it to myself.
