The consequence of it is that I'm more protective of myself. And I don't know how that will reflect on my future relationships.
I wanna be open minded but currently I find it impossible. It's like I have a mental block or something.
I'm afraid that I'll block myself from finding someone. That that's a consequence. It's an automatic response.
So I'm thinking it'll take time to unblock. Maybe some years, for real.
To fully heal.
