I don't match my friends energy..
This time I felt it more. Like I smile for the sake of them seeing me "approve" of their jokes or whatever but I get tired of always laughing you know? Like I wanna get to know you.
I feel like I don't fit in.
I can't help but think of how when I go somewhere they don't follow me, but if Daniela leaves they follow her. I'm not jealous, cause I know she has a lot more charisma and that's a great quality, but over time I do feel a bit left out. I think I'm the most serious one and I'm not touchy with them unless it's been a while and I get confidence.
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It's not just the energy that doesn't match...
