I felt like a jerk yesterday writing about my ex and about others... because I'm not used to talk like that, I'm not used to being like that. But the more time passes the more I understand things and the more I hate people's actions from my past. The more my eyes open... the more "bad" I wanna be. Meaning straightforward... not necessarily rude but I don't wanna condone anything anymore, I don't wanna be soft unless you're to be trusted.
I'm in the process of changing my insides...
