I wanna prove to myself that I can do it. I wanna accomplish it and feel good about myself. I wanna please Jehovah and give him my youth.
I wanna do it all honestly.
Construction.
Disaster relief.
Bethel.
Kingdom Evangelizers School.
Missionary School.
I wanna do absolutely everything. I want to immerse myself so much in Jehovah that I don't have time to think. I want to be fully in his service.
And in the new world we'll get even more opportunities. New schools. New assignments. Reconstruction. There'll be so much to do. I want to give my all to Jehovah and not think of a man for a very long time. That should be the last thing on my list.
I'll become an exemplary sister, I'll become just like Michael. I respect him immensely for dedicating himself fully to Jehovah in Bethel. He's in his 40's now I think. He's never dated. That's not in his mind. His mindset is completely different because he's very spiritual. I wanna learn from examples like him. I wanna be him, that's how much I want this.
