While they were all dancing and I was sitting down, I thought of how well he used to match my energy. Like we had the exact same energy. I didn't feel like being loud with him, it was quite the opposite. I liked sharing the silence and sharing random thoughts or ideas. If I share a random idea with them they laugh it off. They don't really think of what I tell them. He'd reply back with something.
It's in moments like that where I think, "Damn, we really were the same."
We really were in sync.
It kinda sucks that I haven't been able to find someone with the same energy level as me.
Don't get me wrong I like their hype. But sometimes I do miss being weird with someone, you know? Sometimes I miss the moments of silence and admiring things. I miss those things in general.
In a crazy and far thought, I do miss him too, but then I remember his message and shake the thought away...
