I couldn't wish him well. I couldn't wish any of the things he wished for me. I couldn't get any kind words out, because I knew they wouldn't be sincere. It's like, I know someday I'll get there, but I'm currently not in the state of mind to do so.
I'm processing things. Currently, if you ask for my opinion, I would write very straightforward paragraphs. And some words would be insulting or degrading, so I'd rather keep myself from writing on the subject.
I think that's all I can say, really. I have a negative concept of him, but at the same time I recognize he's not to blame for everything.
