If I could

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As I was reading last years notes I thought, if I could tell my past self how her 24 was gonna be, it would be:


Be ready for a year of heartbreak.

Your sister will be out of the truth and you won't talk to her for a long time... except when she's in the hospital, and her mental state will decay more as the months go by. You'll have to help clean her messes... and watch your parents struggle, get angry, or cry. And you will detach from your emotions to help them get through it. Your strength and your faith will be challenged. Your father will admit he doesn't care about you at all to his wife, amongst other hurtful things, and that'll be the last straw for you. Your ex will have one last conversation with you that you will regret having, and it'll leave you dry. Kevin will break you beyond repair and teach you lessons that will shift your whole personality and your life. Vania will let you down, and your friendship won't ever be the same again. Your closest friends will move away and you'll have to find new friends. You will go to therapy to cope and let it all out.

And even though it will all overwhelm you, remember Jehovah is always looking after you. He will send his people to give you advice and hug you, and cry with you. He will comfort you and be there for you.
He will help you grow from it all. And he'll give you friends you didn't know you needed.

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