I hope whoever I meet next is nothing like Kevin. Or my ex. I hope to not find any resemblances.
I hope he's a refreshing presence. I hope he makes me forget the last 6 years of my life ever happened. Okay maybe that's a big ask😂, but I truly hope so.
I truly hope he's better. That I don't have to go through the excruciating pain of heartbreak again. I hope the next person is the last person.
All I can do is hope, because part of me is uncertain.
Wish there was a way to tell how many relationships you need to be in before finding someone. I wish that wasn't the case, honestly. But that's how it is.
If the next person isn't the right person, at least I hope he's worth my time. At least I hope he's mature... that way the heartbreak will hurt but it'll be a kinder experience.
I'm preparing myself for the next heartbreak honestly😂. If I'm gonna fall in love so be it.
I'm pessimistic, but a year from now I'll be more realistic... I know so.
