How ironic is it that I went from love to hate? To say nice things of them and do things for them... to write entire chapters depicting the anger, deception and hurt.When I was younger I had no idea I would ever experience these turns in my life.
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I used to hope that my children would never experience heartbreak. But now I understand I can only prepare them for life and how to handle it, instead of trying to prevent them from it. Because we'll still have a 1000 years to become perfect... we won't automatically be perfect when the new world starts. So my kids will know a little pain. Not as much pain as I do because I live in this rotten system, but they'll know a small portion.
That small portion will hurt my soul because of my love for them, but I know they will get over whatever heartbreak they face, because I will get over mine. They will inherit their mom's strength. (It comes from Jehovah).
They don't exist but I still know they will have my best qualities...