Jehovah wants me to trust in him.
He says, "trust in me and I won't disappoint you. Trust in my timing."
I didn't know how important timing is until this happened.
I keep thinking of how so many couples got married like that.
People who grew up together, went their separate ways for a while, but found each other years later and made the decision.
Or people who secretly had a crush on each other but never let the other know until much later, and then tried it out and got married.
The fact that I'm aware of those experiences, makes me protect myself, and as a result I tell myself "this won't happen to me, just because it happened to them." That I'd be wrong to think my story will be the same...
That I'm wrong for trying to guess my future...
That I'm wrong for writing this, because I have been wrong so many times in my life... that I could be wrong now.
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But trying to guess isn't wrong, I'm just curious...
I'm curious.
