I could be crazy for getting ahead of myself.
Definitely.
Predicting things way before they happen. Or they could never happen. So really, all this writing could be useless. And I'd be naive again, to think something would happen. And then I would've not have learned my lesson and repeat the same mistake.
One thing leads to the other...
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That's part of what he meant... that I must not blind myself about my previous mistakes.
I'm aware of my mistakes...
I'd rather analyze everything before making a decision. That's why I'm writing all this.
To see if he's worth trying.
