Everyone has a story, but if it's the past, does it really matter?
Does it matter if he's been with multiple people?
Does it matter if he's done it with another? Does it really matter???
Jehovah is the only thing that should matter... The rest doesn't matter. Virginity shouldn't matter...
So what if he made a mistake? So what if he was an awful person before? Everyone was. I know I was an idiot, and a fool, and inexperienced, and naive...
I wouldn't judge him for his past...
I would look at the present person... because that's what I would want.
I don't want my experience to be ruined, just because somebody else's was... If I have to learn with a person who already knows, it doesn't matter... that is attractive in a way.
And I can't constantly worry that his heart isn't entirely mine... I can't worry that he is gonna cheat or leave me... that's something only he'll know and he'll be responsible with Jehovah for it... he'll be held accountable.
I don't wanna worry anymore...
