Taking Chances

CHAPTER 19 - I Want You

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A/N: Iniiwasan ko sana ito pero dahil hindi talaga maiwasan... HINDI ITO PAMBATA.

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VICTORIA

Sinundo na lang din kami ng diver ni Matt. I think, madami na din syang nainom. And it was a really quiet ride home.

Matapos ng ginawang scene ni Ellie at ng reaction ni Hans sa kanya, sama mo pa ang pagwa walk out ni Meg, I think I've had enough drama for one night.

Ang hindi ko lang maintindihan ay kung bakit inimbitahan ni Seb si Ellie samantalang alam naman nyang badtrip si Meg dito. Why would he even want to piss Meg more than she already. Sana man lang gumawa sya ng effort para magkaayos sila, hindi yung lalo silang gumugulo at nadadamay kami ni Matt.

At dahil na rin sa sobrang inis ko ay dumiretso ako sa unit ko, rather than stay at his place. Sumunod naman si Matt sa akin. "Victoria..."

"It's late Matt. Kailangan mo ng umuwi."

"Stay with me." He held my hand.

Naku Victoria, wag kang magpapauto. Tandaan mo, may Cielo pala yang gagong yan.

Pero di ba, ikaw naman daw ang gustong kasama at pampalipas oras lng si Cielo.

Wow, active na naman ang mga friends ko sa utak ko. Malamang bago pa man kami tuluyang magkaroon ng formal na relasyon ni Matt, may sira na ako sa ulo.

"Matt..."

"Vic, just let me hold. Kahit dito. Kahit sa unit ko. Kahit saan."

"Matthew..."

"Please Princess..."

Ang bait bait naman nito ngayon. Kanina walang ginawa kundi sungitan ako.

"You really wanna do this now Matt? Maaga pa akong kailangan na sa opisina bukas."

"Quit your job. Work with me. Live with me."

Lakas din ng tama nya e no? "You are drunk."

"Hindi. I'm not drunk. I know what I'm saying."

Hindi ko alam kung papatulan ko ang usapang ito. In fairness, ang sarap ng offer ha. Live with me.

Tempting.

And then what? I will lose myself. Magiging shadow na lang ako ni Matt.

Hindi nya nga masabing mahal nya ako. Live with me agad. Kung sabagay, kailangan nga ba naging factor ang love sa living together.

"Matt, wag nating pag usapan yan ngayon. Sober up. And then we talk. Baka may mga pangako kang mabitawan na pagsisihan mo lang bukas."

"But I don't want you working for Marco Gonzales."

Now he is sulking like a sullen child.

"Matt, I have been working for him, long before you came into my life. I have a career. A good one at that. I can't quit working just because you want me to."

Sabi ko sa kanya, sabay talikod. He can stay here kung gusto nya. I'm done with this conversation. Ilang oras na lang kailangan ko na namang pumasok sa opisina.

Isa pa, ayokong umasa.

Ilan kaya ang nainom nito? Parang hindi naman madami. Or was I just so engrossed with the conversation na hindi ko na napansin ang mga nangyayari.

Ellie got drunk. So did Matt. What have they been drinking?!

"Victoria..." Hinawakan nya ang braso ko.

"What do you want Matt?! Kanina ka pa. You barged in into my office. Fvcked me in the couch. Got pissed when Hans was being friendly. And now you are asking me to leave my job."

Hindi sya nagsalita. Pero he would not let go of my arm. "What do you want from me Matt?"

He pulled me closer, close enough to feel his heart beat, "I want you. I want you with me. I want you to bear my children."

He didn't give me time to say anything, he just pulled me even closer and kissed me. I could taste the alcohol. Pero somehow, erotic ang feeling.

"Say you'll be mine," he said, almost as if he was pleading. Pero paano ko bang maipapaliwanag sa kanya that he had me that moment when my eyes met his.

So I didn't say a thing. Instead I kissed him and started to unbutton his shirt.

Nabigla sya nung una. I never initiated s3x with him. But this time, I just wanted him to feel that I have always belonged to him.

Nang matanggal ko na ang butones ng polo nya ay hinubad ko yun at iniupo ko sya sa sofa.

I straddled him while I continued kissing him. At habang ginawga ko yung, he recovered from his shock and started to unbutton my blouse.

Hinubad nya ang blouse ko and cupped by breasts through my bra. He broke the kiss and started to nuzzle my neck. Pababa ng pababa hanggang sa makarating sya sa dibdib ko. Tinggal nya ang suot kong bra and went straight to svck one nipple while fondling the other.

"Ohhhh...." I moaned. "Matt, wait..."

I moved away from him and unbuckled his belt. Matapos yun ay tinanggal ko ang pagkakabutones ng pantalon nya at ibinaba ang zipper nito, hanngang sa tuluyan ko ng mahubad ito, including his boxers.

Nakaluhod ako sa harapan nya while he was gazing intently at me. Waiting for me to make my next move.

I stared at his nakedness. Hindi ko alam if I can do it. I know the basics pero iba pag up close and personal na.

"Touch me," he said softly.

I fully intend to, but I think he saw the hesitation on my face. "Anything you do, I would enjoy."

That's reassuring. Hinawakan ko ito. It's so hard and as if moving on its own. I can feel it throbbing on my hand. When I felt comfortable enough, I tried to cup his balls his balls and he bucked.

"Vi-c-to-ria..." he moaned.

I must be doing something right. I continued touching and stroking him until such time he asked me to stop.

"Put it inside your mouth," he said. His voice hoarse.

Kaya ko ba talaga ito. Well pede namang i-try.

Dahan dahan kong ipinasok sa bibig ko ang ari nya. I pushed it inside until I almost chocked. I svcked him and fondled his balls, until I felt his hand on my hair. He was guiding my head, habang labas masok sa bibig ko ang ari nya.

Maya maya pa ay nilabasan na sya. I swallowed everything.

He then held me up and removed the last stitch of clothing I had on.

"Let me take care of you." Sabi nya sa akin habang pumapaibabaw sya sa akin. "Say you are mine."

"I am yours," I said and then he entered me. He was still stiff na para bang hindi pa siya nilalabasan.

And when he started moving on top of me, it felt different. There was something about the way he made love with me.

It felt as if he was making love to me with everything that he has. Everything that he wanted to say, he said it with his hands, and his lips and his entire being.

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