We Were Made For Each Other [ Markus Feehily FANFIC ] COMPLETED

Chapter 18: Nothing Matters

Mark's:

Will I do this?

(Well, yes. I'm still thinking if I should do what I've planned. There's so many things crossing my mind now. What if she'll reject me back? What if she'll do me what I did to her? Can I still bring back our friendship, in case she rejects me after this confession I'm gonna make? Oh God! Please, help me!)

I took away the microphone I'm holding to clear my throat. Then, I look at the crowd, they're all looking at me. Which it made me more nervous with what I'm gonna do. I look at all their faces, they all look so puzzled. Maybe.. thinking of what I will do. I looked at Sol's face and the lads. Like the rest of the people, Sol looks at me in wonder. The lads.. Shane, Nicky.. and Kian, they look at me like they have an idea what I'm gonna do. I closed my eyes. Took a deep breath. And started to open my mouth.

Me: (on the mic I'm holding) If you listen to every words of the last song I sang, it means that.. the guy is nothing without the girl. And that all he ever needs id to have her beside her, only then... he can finally do everything.

They're all looking at me like they're asking me what I'm doing. The staffs.. they don't know about my plan.

Me: (I continue) Or.. SHE is his everything. I actually dedicate that to the very special person in my life. The best thing that ever happened in my life. To a girl.

I looked at their faces.. they all looked so shocked with what I said. And I think.. Sol already know who the girl is.

Me: Yes, I know you're confused with what I'm saying. Because.. before, I confessed that I'm gay. But--But I think that's just how it goes. When something suddenly hit you with the best of their smiles, and the softest of their heart. Maybe you're thinking now.. 'What's happening to Mark?' . Me--Me too. I don't know what's happening to myself. I just one day woke up, that I already love this special girl.

kKk:

Napabulong si Nicky kay Shane at Kian.

Nicky: (launghing in mellow voice) Oh go! He's gonna confess it now, lads.

Kian: He's really brave!

Shane: I'm really proud of him. Yes, he'll finally do it.

Then, Mark continue to speak on the microphone..

Mark: Believe it or not, I'm really crazy in love with her. I love her.. so, so much! Yes, we have 13 years age gap. But whatever's anyone gonna say now doesn't matter to me anymore. If you understand me, ok, thanks!

The crowd seems so speechless with what they heard. While media's cameras are just focusing on Mark.

Sol's:

Teka, Ano'ng nakain nito? And what is he saying? Wait,, Am-Am I--- Am I the--?

Mark: Her--Her name is.. is Soledad De Dios... Sol.

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Kian: Oh god!

Dahan- dahang lumapit ang binata sa table kung saan kasalukuyang nakaupo ang mga kaibigan habang halos hindi makagalaw at naninigas parin ang buong katawan ng dalaga.

Mark: Sol, I-I love you. Believe me or not. I do. I don't want to lose you.

Sol's:

No! No! This can't be happening! (meron nang luha na tumutulo mula sa mga mata ko)

Mark's:

Why is she crying? Did I say something wrong? Did I do wrong? (everybody's attention belong to only us now)

Sol's:

'Di ko alam, pero ang gusto ko lang, makaalis sa lugar na 'to. I held his hand and pull him to exit the venue. Pagbukas ko ng malaking pinto, nakita ko ang lahat ng tao, sobrang dami parin nila. Sandamakmak na mga fan at media. Pero hindi yun ang nakapigil sakin.

kKk:

Kahit na sobrang dami na ng tao ang nakaharang sakanila ay pinilit at itinuloy parin ni Sol ang paghila kay Mark.

Susundan sana sila ng media nang ..

'STOP IT! Please, don't follow them! It's their time to talk with each other, privately!'-- Malakas na sigaw ni Shane.

Agad namang sumunod sakanya ang media.

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Mark's:

Sol's still pulling me. I don't know where we're gonna go. Oh god! I'm so tired! We're already so far from the event's venue. So, I slowly took away my hand from hers.

Me: Where are we gonna go, Sol? (I asked while chasing my breath)

She turned back, and she's still crying.

Sol: M-Mark, what was that? What did you say? Are you just making fun of me?

Me: Me? Will make fun of you? No!

How could she think of that thing?

I held her cheeks with my both hands and run my thumb through her cheeks to wipe her tears.

Me: Sol, everything I've said is true! I love you!

But she took off my hands on her cheeks.

Sol: No! No, that wasn't true! Before, I confessed to you. And you told me that we're just friends. That's why I tried to forget my feelings. And now you're telling me that you love me? You know, if you're just kidding, stop this now. This isn't a good joke. Because if you only know how it feels to be rejected...You don't know! You don't know how it hurt and it still does, every now and then! (her tears fall continuously)

Me: You're wrong. I've felt and still feeling this since I met you. Since the day we met at the park. This continuous heartbeat. I knew, I knew that We We're Made For Each Other, because I feel it. The day you confessed, know why I never told you the truth? Cos I'm afraid to lose you if we ever break up. Or you might found someone new and younger than me. Someone your same age. You might.. you might.. leave me. :( (I said in shaking voice)

Sol's:

Huh? All this time? He really has feelings for me?

Me: W-Why? Why didn't you tell me? You don't have to hide it from me. And you know I'm not that kind of person you're thinking.

Mark: That's why I'm so sorry. Just please.. tell me. Tell me if you still love me. Cos.. I can't just let you go and just pass you over.

"Yes, I love you. Mahal kita! ( I shouted) You're the only guy I wanna be with all of my life. You've always been the guy in my dreams and the only lad I've been praying for. You're the only guy I want to be with everyday and the only one I want to hold close everytime. I love you, I really, really do!", I said.

After that, I kissed him softly and he responded passionately.

"I love you too, baby. I'll never let you go. I swear, I'll be beside you everytime. I promise, forever, I'll be true. Yes, I'm gay. But you'll be the only girl I'm gonna kiss with everyday of my life. I'll do my best to give you all my attention. You'll be the only girl I'll have kids with. I will love you all of my heart. The only girl I.. I would die for." , Mark said.

kKk:

Hinagkan ulit nila ang isa't isa na para bang sila lang ang tao sa mundo. Dinama ang labi ng isa't isa. Tila ang tadhana ay sumasang-ayon sakanila. Naging isa sa pinakamasayang gabi ng isa't isa.

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Writer's:

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